C.H.O.I.R

these 5 letters means a lot to me.or i can say that it's my life here in Uni.i actually wanted to be in the choir since i'm a little girl.i enjoy singing,entertaining the people and all the attention that the audience gave to me when i'm performing.and the moment they clap their hands....i don't need any thing else coz this is what i'm working hard for.

lotsa people came to me and suggest me to try in any singing competition or join any recording label.hm.....i do have some problem with it..why????

1.i hate losing.so when i enter any singing competition,it's like i'm gambling with my own fate,i've told you before,i hate gambling my life to something uncertain like that.so,NO.

2.yes i love singing,but i love to perform it without any form of prize,not even money.so when you enter a competition,everyone must be aiming on the prize is it??so where's the spirit of entertaining go??

3.i don't think i have a good voice like others.or i can say.....my voice is so-so...

4.when i join nay recording label,that's mean i'll be spending my life as a singer,or in any other words.that'll be my butter&bread.hm......totally a no-no for me.i can't depend on my life just by singing.what will happen if i suddenly lose my voice,or the audience don't want me anymore??that's mean i'll losse my job.and what will i do to spend my life?

5.a life of an entertainer is a bullshit.everything will look good in front of the camera or in the telivision.everyone will put you as their idol,so you are not allowed to have any flaws with your life....haha..BULLSHIT!!!!!i'm not perfect and i have soooooo many flaws in my life.sometimes you gotta do something that you hate just to satisfied other and 1 more thing,you have to smile in front of the camera 24/7 which is totally out for me.coz i'm a hot tempered+mood swing person.so i can errupted any minute.almost forgot.....you have to look as pretty as you can,so that's the reason for most of the female singer will go through plastic surgery...hm...the wonder of the needle,an ugly women can transform into a princess with it..heh........100% no for me.

hm................i think i have stated some reason on why i don't want to enter any competition..so for my friends who thinking of asking my why didn't i enter any competition.i think you should read this post before you ask me those evil question.

Random Entry...

My digital clock shows the digit of 5:23am....yup,this is the time when i wrote this blog..hm...actually i don't have anything to say...juz tat suddenly i feels like writing..(actually i don't really like to update my blog if it's not an important thing)...but...i dunno what is wrong with me 2nite..

ok,ok......hm...what have i been up to lately..

1.Choir night practice for convocation has started....d venue had changed from pusat ko-k to DKG 3/2 because all of us can't fit tat tiny practice room.but i don't really like dkg3..wae??coz of some "haunted" story tat i heard...urghh...blame miss cat for telling me abt it.now it's creapin' me out...

2.my 5th semester in UUM is coming to an end..hah~~~~now i don't feels like leaving this place.i mean i start to love UUM now...Universiti Pilihan Utama....ooh yes u are..

3.i still got 2 unfinished asgmtn,both from my lovely lecturer,Dr.Rie Nakamura.....which had bring me a major headache until now.d topic is simple:KOREAN WAR(group asgmnt) n explain d relationship between North&South Korea(individual asmgnt).....i love both of d topics,i do.but d prob is.......its really hard to satisfy her you know.i mean,a complete paper for her means you gotta have quote,end/foot note and TOTALLY no COPY&PASTE coz if she caught you,straightly u'll get 0 for your paper....0_0....

4.i dunno why n when......but i am totally in luuurrrvvveeee with T-pop...oh yes i am...if wrote b4 abt my new addiction,but still i wanna write more about it...huhu.....well,i have been in love with thai boys since i'm 12 y.o.....my 1st celebrity crush is Mr.Greg Uttsada Panichkul...

then move on to Blackjack..his 1st video tat i saw is Love me if you can...if i'm not mistaken,and just like that....i became his fan..haha...

move on.....i sat my eyes on another ullzzang(sorry i mix a lil bit korean)...Mr.Chin Chinawut...d moment i saw his Mv,i was like 0__0...dayum....y r u so fvckg HAWT!!!!!...i mean he can dance,he can sing,he can act...PERFECT!!!!!....so now his my 2nd major bias after my hubby..(can't leave him behind..)

it didn't stop there...next...kyaa~~!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i need to scream) coz i am freaking addicted to

K-OTIC.....and my biases are??????jeng jeng jeng......KOEN&JONGBAE!!!!!!! (unfortunately miss yoyo is also crazy for jongbae,tat's mean we have to share..TT^TT...)

well,it's not a big deal since i still have Koen..oh yeah baybeh!!he is.....how can i describe this......TEENAGER!...haha....sorry but i don't have any word on how to describe his personality,but what can i say is...i love everything abt him,his fashion,vlog.pix..everytg.....

but d bad part is,he is 3 years younger than me...TT^TT....wae????why did all the cute n handsome guys has to be younger than me?!?!.....argh....whatever...

oh ya...there's 1 more guy that i like too...guess who????it's............................

tat's right...he is TJ from 3.2.1...woot woot!!!!!i dunno y,but i always fall for any guy who can rap,coz for me he is a sexy guy...hoho....he is so cute,n in My Boo MV..man...he looks handsome..kyaa~~~~...

*breathing*..............pardon me for this fangirling post...i just can't control myself....ommo,it's 7am already???kyaa~~~i got hospitality presentation today on 9:30 and i didn't sleep all night??argh...it's my insomnia..shiet..i shud have brought my pills..urgghh....gotta get goin now...but before i go...a little shout out to my luvly hubby,Mr.Choi Seunghyun....jagiya..no matter how many guys i stated in my blog or my fb,i just want u to know tat u r my 1 n only sweetheart...luv ya..muaaxxxx....XoxOXo........

arghhh...

argghhhh.....
mang btol2 ngah dillema skunk.kami br la rancg nk g charity concert 2 30hb neh,kira nk skip skali la ko-k,mang dh plan baek pny..skali petang tadi lect gtaw yg 30hb 2 ktorg ad kawat...adus......15markah tuh,klu x g mang cari pasal lah.kawat kami pagi,10:30-12,event 2 plak stat kol 6:30-9:30pm.*sigh* i really wanna go to tat concert,mang la klu kami tny org len,fosho sume kata xyah g la,but d prob is,kami pn xtaw nape kami nk g sgt2.hm...*thinking*....mula2 rncg nk blk pas kawat 2 nek flight,coz dr as-kl 30menet jek,skali tiket flight ad pg jek,adus.....klu nk nek bas tah kol bape plak kami sampai.ha~~~wat shud i do???????shud i skip my kawat or d concert???both r important 2 me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sashiburi....

wa.......rs nya dh b'kurun x tls blog.bkn pe,xde masa.sjk blk cuti raye ari 2,bzzzzz je manjang.jd smntr ad ms sket neh,bley la nk m'bebel 2 3 perenggan.hm.....wat shud i stat with???
oh ya,1st, cam bese la,every convo ktorg akan perform tuk koir.same s diz sem,n sem neh ktorg bwk lg len sket,i believe (il divo ft Celine Dion),untuk nusa bangsa (Ginggerbread), yue lai xiang, n d rest are our ol' song.quite m'cbr gak r sem neh nya perf,ktorg kn bwk lg france n mandarin. well mandarin is not a big prob 4 me, but 4 other tat is not chinese, they maybe had a lil' bit difficulties, but it doesn't matter coz d perf turn out amazing.tp ad plak part yg xbezh nyeh, pihak UUM dh invite choir 4m philippines 2 make a spcl perf on d 1st day.WTF!!! dorg mang dh profesional, ktorg yg amatur neh mang xt'lwn la.tp mujur dorg ok,so puas hati gak r.

2nd,i pas thru aiesec booth at lib 1 day n i saw them promoting on going exchange 2 china n taiwan,hm.....this looks interesting.so i sign up 4 their info session.dgr dorg xplain avtg abt diz xchge stuff, syok gak,so i cont 4 d 2nd steps,tat is EPRB, tym neh dorg akn intrview kt,nk tgk mind set kt neh bley xadapt ngan environment kat sn.n guess wat...I PASS!!!! mang happy sesangat lah.amoi la la happy, bl kami gtaw jek kami dpt g china,trus dia kol,huhu...i love you amoi!!!!klu ikut prancangan awal, maybe 20/11 neh kami g, n blk xkonfem lg bl coz nmpk gaya nya cam kn tkr tarikh plak.hm.....so skunk neh mang bz la nk siap kn paspot,visa,med chk-up,n bl kami smpi sn dh bln november, ain't it suppose 2 b winter there???wa.......tringin plak nk main snow,huhu.......

FINALLY...!!!!!!!!

finally......

akhirnya...........

setelah berakhirnya konvo semalam...

maka berakhir lah kepenatan dan ke"capek"an kami selama ini...

fuh.....

kejanya melalak jek...

tapi letihnya...astaga....mengalahkan otomen yang kena selamatkan tokyo dari serangan alien2 yg ntah dtg dari planet mana..

skunk baru kami faham perasaan seseorg artis i2 bila segala penat lelah dorg masa rehearsal tebayar time sume audience tepuk ngan gemuruh once dorg abis perform(huhu.....bangga siot..!!!hnsss..hnsss(*0*)..)

grup kami perform 4 sesi 4,5 &6.sempat gak r tgk senior2 INTAFF grad...bez2....ngah2 bangga 2..tetiba kami terpike,sempat ke kami grad?sape yg dtg masa kami grad nanti?pas 2 ternampak sorg senior neh siap dtg ngan suami n anak tercinta lg,yg len cam bese la,dtg ngan family,ad gak yg dtg ngan couple,cam2 kerenah la,xsbr plak nk grad...hehe.(^_^)...

sepanjang konvo 2 ktorg nyanyi medley fantasia bulan madu n isabella,medley lagu words,season in d sun n i'll b there,malam,l condor passa n u raise me up....mang enjoy banget..masa sesi last 2,ktorg encore malam,time 2 bkn takat ktorg,dak2 okestra,gamelan,cak lempong,angklong,brass band sume2 la,beramai2 menari mengikut rentak lagu..huhu...enjoy seh.....

cam bese la,klu dh abis mesti la snap2 kn?? huhu....wajib tuh........so......SNAP!

and thats how everything end,now i can lay on my comfortable bed and have a good rest...zzzzz.....alamak! prospektus nye date line mggu neh!!!!! siot! ngamuk k.feddy ngan kami nanty,..ala....xbley rehat lagi..haih......capek nya......i want my twinberry ch-ch-ch-cheesecake....hm....xpn orgnye lg bez,..ahakz!(^_^)..huhu....top oppa!!!!chan rak turr....!!!

lolli-lolli-lollipop come to me sweetly

lolli-lolli-lollipop whisper to me

lolli-lolli-lollipop come to me refreshingly

lolli-lolli-lollipop you want me now

lolli-lolli-lollipop boy ur my lollipop

lolli-lolli-lollipop OH lollipop-pop!!

La~~~La~~`La~~~

Rite now i'm a lil' bit bz,nk kena siap kn asgmn,but tatz not my main xtvt,yg aula nye,skunk neh ngan bz ngan koir.yap,my ko-k is koir..huhu...elok bebenor le 2,melalak je la 24 jam.skunk ktorg ngah prepare 4 upcoming konvo.cuak gak r,1st tym neh melalak dpn org,selama neh nyanyi kat dlm blk je.huhu....(o_o)...tapi nsb bek la dpt sesi 4,5 n 6,klu dpt sesi 1,amik ko,kena nyanyi dpn sultan,kami takut xternyanyi dh nnti,

so,ktorg dh decide,bwk dlm 5 lagu.1st,medley lg isabella n fantasia bln madu,fuuhh....bez gila lagu neh..meleleh seyh..nyanyi sampe dah xde sore,mn xnye,kena tarik tinggi thp gaban,kejap low note,pas 2 kang trus msk high note,wa.....asal la amy search nyanyi lagu neh tinggi2 sgt,kn dh nyusah kn kami skunk!!2nd,lagu Malam-shades,korang taw x lagu neh??kami pn taw gi2 je lagu neh,tapi bez la,ktorg nyanyi ala2 kelab gi2,shubbidu bidu shubbidu.....(sambil memetik jari ye...yeah.ikut tempo sume..).Next,medley lagu season in the sun n words...pergh.....lagu words neh mang ad sentimental value gila la ngan kami,coz ms kami 1st tym blaja men organ dulu,belaja lagu neh r,so lagu neh mang teramat2 la bermakna nya dlm hidup ku...("-")...Pas 2,lagu you raise me up.yg neh quiet bez gak r,tapi kena nyanyi ala2 josh groban 2..bley ke?kena bley kn gak..Laz,lg beautifull sunday.lect ckp neh lg lama,kami pn xpenah dgr,lagu neh msk laz mnt coz konvo ktorg hari ahad,so mang seswai la klu bwk lg neh.....wa.....kn practice slalu neh,nk catch high note lagu isabella...aduh....lagu dh bez,nk nyanyi plak nyeksa kn,xpe,jgn mengaku klh,KITA PASTI BERJAYA!!! still ad tym lg,konvo nye 29hb n 30hb march nanti.....

Ha!1 more thing,kami br dpt lg baru Arashi-Believe,lagu neh diorang nyanyi utk filem baru sakurai-Yattaman!xtw la msk mesia ke x,Mesia neh mang pyh sket klu nk msk cite Jepun,klu filem korea 2 senang2 je msk...mcm Hana Yori Dango Final dl,kat S'pore ad,tapi xmsk kat mesia,plak 2,nk cr dvd dia pny la pyh nk mampos,korg ckp la,kedai cd mana kat KL n Penang 2 yg kami xjejak juz 2 find diz dvd,jwpn dorg sume sama,"oh,ini cerita xad la adik",i2 xpe lg,ad stengah kdi 2 bg jwpn yg membuat kn kami rasa sakit hati "Arashi?sape 2?sori r,xknl la,xpopular r 2.." aduh tensen nye!!!!!rasa nk kerat 1000 je org yg jg kdi 2,ad ke dia kt Arashi xpopular? padahal Nino dh g Hollywood pn,siap blakon ngan Clint Eastwood lg,Letters From Iwo JIma,matsujun dpt title GQ man of the year plak.mustahil xknl,neh mesti jenis dgr lagu tangkap leleh..eish....berbulu gila kami!!!alih2 member kami jumpa dvd 2 kat Tesco taiping,2 la,xsume menda kita bley jmp kat bndr2 besar neh.....so skunk kami nk cari cd Big Bang plak,neh xtaw la bape juta kedai plak nk kn msk,hopefully jumpa la....well,gotta go now,nk kn practice lagu..Lalala....~~say la la la la la la la la.........