I HATE YOU KIM JAEJOONG~!!!!

okay,first of all,let me remind you guys that this is a fangirl post..(same as half of my other entry). its nothing actually it just that i really need to write this down since i dont know why..hahha....so you guys can easily skip this post if you cant handle my crazy fangirl life..(which is half of my life)..arahsso...??


Allow me to say this again....*cough* *cough*..I HATE YOU KIM JAEJOONG!!!!!!!!!!

what have you done to me?i mean,im not a cassie..okay,i might like 2VXQ, but theres only Yunho and Changmin there..no Jaejoong.but what have you done to me???uuggghh....i totally hate this feeling,the feeling of liking something that you have been hating since the first day..(same as what happen to G.O..*sigh*..)

you're song??sorry to say but....it just dont suit my taste.i mean,really??with that kind of song??sorry,i aint no music expert to tell you what kind of song or music you should make but seriously dude..that just not my type.

regardless of what i said at the above.but i want to say is,i dont like Kim Jaejoong from JYJ/TVXQ.i want to see the real Kim Jaejoong..the real man behind all those camera,money and fame.i feels like theres something more interesting than the super fabulous Jaejoong that i saw in the television. crazy me??haha..blame it on all the fanfics that i read about him.okay..i think i just told you guys my biggest secret...*sigh*..whattodo..yes guys,almost 70% of the fanfics that i read and subscribe are all about Jaejoong..haha..*awkward laugh*..er.....

okay,move on..what i really want to state here is......what,you,Mr.Kim Jaejoong had done to me???im starting to stalk your twitter..(but no,i dont follow him and dont ask me why).i follow like 10 tumblr about you and got tense everytime i saw I LOVE YOU performance.okay,let me state this again.I,ME aint a Cassie.im just aVIP,BLACKJACK,A+ and JAYWALKERZ...do you see any Cassie there?no right??so........WHY IN THE HELL I FEELS LIKE SMASHING THE SCREEN WHEN I SEE YOU IN THAT PERFORMANCE???????......*breath in,breath out*.....okay,im good now...

so tell me sir....what is happening to me???..owh you're saying that im slowly turning myself in to a Cassie??nope,sorry dude..as much as i want to..it aint gonna happen because i really really cant handle your type of music and as a true fan you must love all of it right?so theres a no-no for me.okay..i might like you,but the real you...not the performer/actor/singer Kim Jaejoong.but the guy named Kim Jaejoong that live in South Korea and produce music......(and the guy that is my hubby's BFF)..hahaa....

yeah..i wish we can meet some day..(although i know that will never ever happen)..okay,just imagine it okay..i want to just sit down and talk to you in a coffee shop..no-no,its too public..let say,we just hang out at your place or my place,have some pizza while watch a movie or just have some talk....sound too girly to you??actually me too..hahaha...okay,okay..we'll make it this way,you hang out at my place and accompany while i play with my games.i really need someone to help me finish my Tekken 6,i dont like playing it with the computer..i need someone to play with so that i can feels like punching that person..muahaha...mean enough??hohoho.....i always beat my baby brother back then but now that he is busy with his study,he wont bother to play with his cute sister anymore..TT^TT...i hate you baby bro....we always play Tekken,GTA,Guitar Hero and some more games together..but now that you need to focus on your study,you just left me alone since i have no one to play with,i just leave the ps3 like that and once in a while swept the dust...TT^TT...i miss playing games with you baby bro..come back to me,its okay babe,since you are busy struggling with your study,just dont you go and have a girlfriend behind me coz you now why??im totally gonna rip the hair out of her head if she is the one that separate you and me.muahahaha...im such a bad sister...hoho....me the drama queen.......WAIT?why am i suddenly talking about my baby bro?aint im suppose to talk about Kim Jaejoong???? (p/s:i have a serious short-term memory and i can get distracted very easily...guess i just did it again..*sigh*..)

back to our MAIN TOPIC...(gosh,i need to focus this time,no more distraction...)LOL...its like im taking exam or what??kekeke...wait...what are talking about just now??....awh..Kim Jaejoong!!!!..Duh~~~ *hit head*..
im good now..ok..er....actually i totally forgot what i want to talk about... @_@.... *flying crow*..

okay,let me say this straight...i admit that jaejoong is quiet handsome



(but not as handsome as my hubby TOP..hoho)



...and totally cute..



( but Lee Joon is cuter than him..muahaha..)..



and im sure thousands of girl out there willing to throw themselves on him..the point is,will he choose them??hahaha....im pretty sure that what i feel right now is just a temporary crush,it'll last for about 2 or 3 weeks then everything will be back to normal and i wont have any feelings toward jaejoong annymore...(thank god~~!!!).... but still i want to write this in my blog so that when im bored or whatever,i can look back and said to myself.."crazy bitch,you even fall for Kim Jaejoong??"..hahaha...

woah...i cant believe i write this long for this entry,i thought it gonna be just 2 or 3 lines..well,whatever it is..yes,im currently stalking Kim Jaejoong but no,i aint his fan and no,i will never be one...enough said..oh,by the way,nice tats you got there..

sweet~~~~

well,good luck for your career,life and love.i wish all the best for you,keep making good music to your fans.oh 1 more thing,i watched Sunao Ni Narenakute and i gotta admit,you act pretty good in it..*thumbs up*..ermm..i got nothing else to write actually..i cant write "Jaejoong Oppa,saranghae~~!!"..NO,i cant write that coz i dont love you..muahaha...yeah,you gotta deal with my evil side.what can i say is,Cassie love you and...er.....Good Luck!! ^__^.....

oh,1 last thing!!..if we ever meet,the first thing that i'll do to you is steal Jiji..muahaha...and i cant lie but to say I Love JIJI ssooooo much...it looks totally like my cat Fox (but it pass away already..TT^TT)....yeah..im just gonna steal jiji and take care of it as my Fox..^_^...


yup..thats it...nothing else from me..........bye??..em,,yeah....annyeong,goodbye,adios~~
*off to study for my last paper,International Maritime of Political and Economic*....

Fiction and Fact

this post dedicated to the ultimate group BEAST/B2ST.

as everybody knows, their new album "Fiction and Fact" is already out.


what can i say about this album is AWESOME!!!!

okay,first thing first.......im not a b2uty although i kinda like Dongwoon and Gikwang.but,im not lying that this album is a must buy for everyone.

i've been following Beast since their debut day with Bad Girl and all their singles or songs before are not bad,i love all of them. but this album is like a BANG to me.okay,let me explain why.

first thing first,you guys must watch Fiction MV:

what i like about this mv is the dance step (penguin step as what b2uty refers too..LOL), the UFO kinda things., Hyunseung's new hair is UNNFFF....the song is sooooo addictive...(fiction...fiction in fiction...). Dongwoon's new hair makes him looks mature...what i can say is this song plus the MV is sooooooo the BEAST. (p/s:just ignore Boyoung a.k.a the heroin in the mv....LOL...).

Second, i recommend you guys to listen to On Rainy Days.my first impression of this song is...........I.FEEL.LIKE.CRYING.i mean,okay,starting with the sounds of rain and acoustic guitar along with the angelic voice of Yoseob.then slowly it makes me feel like holding to someone and cry on his/her shoulder.like seriously,then Joker enter with a little cough (i really really really like the cough part..hoho)..and it end with the rain..

Third, The Fact. okay,let me tell ya'll that this is my number one song in this album.i love all of
'em but this one just....gaahhdd...i dunno how to explain but the chorus makes me repeating this song again and again. plus with Dongwoon the one that sing the chorus makes me loves this song the most....gohjitmariya,,,gohjitmariya..gohjitmariya. but sadly,this song just last for 2 minutes 19 seconds TT^TT....i want a longer version....

if you guys want something cute and sweet,i recommend you listen to YOU.this song is soooooooo ccuuutteeeee~~~~ Dongwoon sang the opening(ofcoz,me and my craziness for Dongwoon,just ignore it guys), then follow by Yoseob,you can feel the happiness and cutely BEAST with this song. Because of you you you you,neo hanaman saenggakhae...

next song is Back To You, this song is just the typical BEAST.energetic beat,nice lyric and of course awesome vocal.i would like to see them singing this song live. and yes, this song is kinda addictive too.

Sixth is FREEZE. i like the opening of this song, the electronic beat makes me want to listen to this song till the end plus Joker smexy rap (oh yeah baybeh)...this is another cutey song for me. just freeze there and enjoy this song.....freeze..freeze..

okay, done with freeze, we'll move on to another one, VIRUS. this is a ballad song with a smooth feelings in it (p/s:im not a master in music,so i just explain everything according to what i feel ya..)... nonen naye virus,apeuge hageji..i can totally feel the sexy beat in this song and yes,nice vocal there guys....

so there's my POV for their latest album...what can i say is this album makes me rape the replay button again and again..haha...i love every single song in it.plus the cover album makes me go crazy ( i have a things with leopard print)..LOL....plus the guys new makeover is just DAMN!!!!


Hyunseung in carrot hair is HEAVEN....Dongwoon's new hair is UUUNNFFFF....*fanning myself*..okay,i'm back.so guys,i suggest you guys to take some times and try listen to their latest album and i guarantee that you wont be dissapointed.just dont steal Dongwoon or Gikwang away from me..LOL.......

Random Post

holla people~~

okay,i was supposed to write entry about Jay Park's comeback and Teachers Day,but im stuck right now coz im in the middle of final exam and i need to dig my brain out for my fanfic..(ugghh...need to continue with chapter 4 later).

so,as you notice,i've changed my header to G.O a.k.a Jung ByungHee because i *cough* kinda in *cough* love with him at this moment *cough*..........sorry TOP hubby =_='

okay move one,...*sigh*...now G.O rank 4 in my bias list...me the playgirl...nan eojjoragooooooo~~~

i mean,look at him,his handsome,cute,got angelic voice,playful and pervert with a special folder in his computer just for *cough* porn * cough*......hey,its normal la for a guy....its okay if he's a pervert because that just make us a perfect couple..hohoo...

kyyaaa~~ Abang G.O......saya cinta sama kamu~~~~LOL.....

(tau dek laki ak neh,mau tido dekat depan tv la selama-lamanya TT^TT)...

STUPID LIAR!!!!!!

ENGLISH

oo hoo ooh-ooh ooh-ooh
Welcome back (How you doin ladies)
yoo hoo y’all already know what it is
ooh-ooh (you can’t touch this
YG and another big bang
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid in love x2

(Seungri) How could you be so, how could you be so
I can’t believe you (I hate all girls)
You’re the one that threw me away, but if you come back, I’ll crumble

(GD) You said you were sick, you said you were busy with homework
You said it’ll only be a moment, so you can enjoy a cup of tea with your friends
But pitiful me, I try to act like a man
I acted like I didn’t know, but why is it always the same pattern
Every time you open your mouth, you spit out a lie
Your nose is growing, just like Pinocchio

(Daesung) What’s your truth? What am I to you?
I won’t just let it go this time

(Taeyang) Monday to Sunday, am I just a choice?
Baby don’t lie to me oh

(GD) Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar x2

(Daesung) In your covered smile is a hidden gaze, who are you looking at?
Every time you do that, I get so scared
I get all nervous, wondering if my friends saw

(TOP) If only we could go back, back, back
If I’m so broken
But it’s too late
Fatigued over something that’s burdened you
Whatever the case, love is a sin against each other
We’re all like children, blaming others for our pain

(GD) Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar x2

(Taeyang) Behind that pretty face lies someone else who I hate
Can’t we just turn back to when we first met?
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid
I am stupid, I’m so stupid, stupid
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid (oh no)

(GD) Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

ROMANIZATION

[GD & TOP]

O-OOH O-OOH O-OOH

Welcome back

How do you doing ladies?

O-OOH O-OOH O-OOH

You all already know what it is

You can’t touch this YEAH

YG and another Big Bang

Come on!

[GD]

I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid in love

(YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH)

I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid in love

[Seungri]

How could you be so, how could you be so

Naneun neol mot mideo (yeojamyeon da shirheo)

Nega nal beoryeo nohgo ije wa ireomyeon

Nan tto muneojil tende (BLA BLA BLA BLA) Let’s go!

[GD]

Oneul apeudamyeo millin gwajeo ttaeme neomu bappeudamyeo

Chingubundeulgwa geunyang obuthage

Chahanjan hage jamkkanimyeon dwae tto mam jjanhage

Nareum namja dabge boiryeogo aesseo moreuneuncheok haesseo

Wae gyesok ttokgateun paeteo

Neon ibman yeolmyeon geojitmareul baeteo

Neureo nan neoeui kko like pinokkio

[Daesung]

Neoeui jinshimi mweonde

Naneun nege mweonde

Mot neomeoga ibyeonen

[Taeyang]

Monday to Sunday

Junge naneun seontaek

Baby don’t lie to me OH

[GD]

(HEY) Naega michyeogayo naega michyeogayo

Amugeotdo molla haneun jeo pyojeong jom bwayo

Ijen jichyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Uri geuman mannayo

[Seungri]

Nan modeun geol algo isseo

Baby I don’t hate you

Ne moseub geudaeroga joheunde naneun

[GD]

Naega michyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

[Daesung]

Garyeojin miso e sumgineun shiseon nugul boneunji

Nega geureol ttaemada nan geobinaseo

Nega museoweojyeo chingudeuri bolkka jomahaejyeo

[TOP]

Let me talk HU

Hokshi dora dora dora galsu ittamyeon

Jwajeolhaneun naega ittamyeon

Imi neujeun neol jimdeulge han mueose jichyeosseul jjeum

Eojjaetteon gane sarangeun seoroga jwe

Apeul ttaeman nam tat hanneun ai gateungeon modu ttokgatae

[GD]

(HEY) Naega michyeogayo naega michyeogayo

Amugeotdo molla haneun jeo pyojeong jom bwayo

Ijen jichyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Uri geuman mannayo

[Daesung]

Nan modeun geol algo isseo

Baby I don’t hate you

Ne moseub geudaeroga joheunde naneun

[GD]

Naega michyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

[Taeyang]

Yeppeun eolgul dwi dareun moseubi

Ijen nado shirheoyo

Cheoeum mannan geuttaeeui neoro

Dora galsun eopnayo

[GD & TOP]

I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid

I am so stupid, I’m so stupid, stupid

I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid

(OH No!)

[GD]

(HEY) Naega michyeogayo naega michyeogayo

Amugeotdo molla haneun jeo pyojeong jom bwayo

Ijen jichyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Uri geuman mannayo

[All]

Nan modeun geol algo isseo

Baby I don’t hate you

Ne moseub geudaeroga joheunde naneun

[GD]

Naega michyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Liar liar stupid liar liar liar lie!



guess what sweetheart?this song is toooooootally suit you.it's like my hubby sing this song so that i can post it to you.weird eh??

well dont be,but let me praise you about 1 thing,you sure are a professional liar.i salute you for that.

i dont mad sugar pie,not at all.with a beautiful bish like that,she is waaaayyyy prettier than me.nice taste dough.

what?you guys just friend?owh.let me correct that,you guys are just "friend with benefit",how that sound?

you know what?you can go to her.i'm willing to let you go as long as you really really love her or which i dont know if you still remember the real meaning of love is.

well,at least she wont be cock-blocking you,if that really matter to you.

no.dont worry,i wont cry,why would i?for a guy like you?ppfffhhh......i still have my hubby with me even if we're over.what?im imagining possible thing?well let me confess something to you sweetheart,even when we were together,i still love my hubby more than you.shocked????hahaha....booyakasha~~~~

screw you,forever and ever and ever.so,we're over now???quickly answer me so that i can go back to my hubby.

ONE IN A MILLION

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
(Ne Yo-One In A Million)

i heard this song last week and the first person that pop up in my mind is my one and only hubby,Mr. Choi SeungHyun..



frankly speaking,i can't describe how addic and in love i am with him.he is just.............gahh,I LOVE HIM!!!

i love his eyes,his lips,his voice,his rap,his dorky moves,his bingu dance..you name it,i love all of it.

baby,i dont want you to change anything at all,i love you as who you are and dont give a fuck about what haters hate about you,they just don't see you as how VIP does.

like what Ne Yo said,you are the best i ever had and i'm certain that there aint nothing better then you.



I LOVE YOU CHOI SEUNGHYUN!!!!!!!!!

MY LUXURIOUS ESCAPE~~

last week,i spend 5 luxurious day with my family.so,what so luxurious about that?let me tell you guys,

I GOT EVERYTHING THAT I WANT...muahahaha...

well,not anything lah coz i still didn't get to eat seafood ramyun..TT^TT...it's okay,i'll go to Street Cafe next time.

okay,i took train from Alor Star on thursday night and arrived in KL Sentral at 6:30am,breakfast at McD before i head home.

and when i arrive,my family are already awake because they are getting ready to go back to my hometown,then my mom said i got some packages delivered to me last week.

i opened it and BAMM!!!! MY BABIES HAS ARRIVED!!!!!!

curious?????

well,these are my babies~~~~

all my family members are like O_O once i opened the wrapper,they said its not the original copy,pfffhhh...puhleasze guys,i know you are jelly with me..ngeee~~~~~

i totally love it,althougt there are some "cacat" on the poster,it got a little cut accident right on my hubby's eyes..TT^TT.....

but it's okay la,i can still cover it with tapes,not a problem.and to my surprise i got Daesung's card...^_^....i was hopping that i got either my hubby or my scandal's card.but Daedae is okay too..

as you can see,the poster is huge...i dunno how can i stick it on the wall..haha...but that's not all folks,i also received another merchandise of my hubby.

this is laptop sticker of these double combo,but unfortunately,i cant apply on my channie because i already sold him..TT^TT...well,i plan to buy new laptop next year,hopefully i can put it on then..^_^..

enough with my fangirling moment,now i'm back to my real life...btw,amoi a.k.a my lubhly sister just came back from labuan and she bring something for me too..tada!!!

i'm so royal that i only eat white choc baybeh..hahaha.....JK guys,actually a friend of mine who is also my sis colleagues gave it to me.thank goodness that no one in the family that eat white choc except me so i dont have to worried about anyone else stealing it.

well,my sister herself also bought a lot of choc...

enough for the family to survive for a month with that..LOL....since my family went back to our hometown,except me,they bring back my all time favourite fruit..DURIAN!!

these are just half of what we have at that time...but that's not all,we also got some mangosteen and rambutan,yummy yummy~~

all of these were picked by my baby brother himself,he climbed the tree and my bro-in-law pick it up from the ground.and last but not least,mommy made her homemade special dish,Rendang Tok,gosh,i can guarantee you that this is the best rendang you have ever taste in your whole life....voila~~~

that's all my entry for now,now i need to savour my last days in UUM....suddenly i feel sad..TT^TT...well,dont be,till the end this me signing off with a cute pic of Memon a.k.a me and my baby sister's teddy bear..

BUHBYE~~~~~~~~~

P/S:Mr.Choi SeungHyun,I LOVE YOU EFFIN' MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

I,MY,ME,MINE

i need someone or a place to let out every single thing i have in my heart and mind right now without being judge by the other person.

frankly speaking,i dont think my bff is the one for me right now because.......we are so drift apart lately.okay,i didn't blame her,no i'm not,it just that,things start to change.

i'm sick of being undercover all the time,i want to come out as the real me but i cant because i need to take care of the people around me.sometimes they get mock or being scolded just because i'm being myself.well,imagine if i turn to the "real" me,can you think how bad the society will mock them?

but seriously,the me that you guys know right now is no the full "me".curious?haha..don't be,what am saying is can you guys really handle the real me?

i have my own world,my own music,my own loves and my own ways of showing to the world that this is me.but i can't because of my family's background..ppfffhh..pathethic.

sometimes i wonder,why cant people be as open as i am?why do you need to judge people?are you that perfect?just because they are acting as their ownself which is totally different from you then you judge them?saying that they are crazy?pffhh....im sick and tired of all of it.tired of everything,tired of hiding behind this mask.

no matter how i look from the outside,but deep inside,im still the same person,still the little girl that loves her father so much,still the daughter who will do anything for her family,still the big sister who treasure her baby brother and baby girl more than anything else.still the little sister that respect the elders.still the friends that will lend you her shoulder...

i didn't ask for anything else,just i want you guys to accept me and dont judge me for being myself and not the kind of person that you want me to be.and to my bff,if you're reading this post,i want you THANK YOU for all the things that you have done to me,i may never repay you,and when i told you that I LOVE YOU,believe me,i love you with all my heart and soul.

to my friends,thanks for being with me all the time.my family,you guys are the one that responsible in creating the real me..

to my lovely bf,thanks for accepting me of who i am,you've taught me a lot and dont worry baby,i love you effin' much too..and last but not lease,my scandal gf.....saranghaeyo,sarangaheyo~~~~just DGAF on what others say about us,they're just jealous of us...well,HATER GONNA HATE...*merong*..