walking away....

prob dtng m'curah mcm air,i can't juz walk away like tat,not even a minute of my life now tat i feel peace.i'm scared,i think abt it 24/7.i really wish,if i can turn back tym,i'll nvr done tat.actlly,i dunno whether i shud feel regret or not.ol tat i'm think at tat tym is 2 make u guys proud of me,n now,it's become burden for all of u guys.it's not tat i don't wanna ask 4 ur guyz help,its juz tat,kami segan...heh,sounds funny rite?mst org akn ckp,"ngan family sndr pn segan ke?",but d truth is,memang kami segan.i dunno y???maybe coz kami rs yg kami ni more give beban than t/jwb pd dorg.ye la,msng2 ad hal dorg yg sndr.haih.........i h8 myself so much now.......