I HATE YOU KIM JAEJOONG~!!!!

okay,first of all,let me remind you guys that this is a fangirl post..(same as half of my other entry). its nothing actually it just that i really need to write this down since i dont know why..hahha....so you guys can easily skip this post if you cant handle my crazy fangirl life..(which is half of my life)..arahsso...??


Allow me to say this again....*cough* *cough*..I HATE YOU KIM JAEJOONG!!!!!!!!!!

what have you done to me?i mean,im not a cassie..okay,i might like 2VXQ, but theres only Yunho and Changmin there..no Jaejoong.but what have you done to me???uuggghh....i totally hate this feeling,the feeling of liking something that you have been hating since the first day..(same as what happen to G.O..*sigh*..)

you're song??sorry to say but....it just dont suit my taste.i mean,really??with that kind of song??sorry,i aint no music expert to tell you what kind of song or music you should make but seriously dude..that just not my type.

regardless of what i said at the above.but i want to say is,i dont like Kim Jaejoong from JYJ/TVXQ.i want to see the real Kim Jaejoong..the real man behind all those camera,money and fame.i feels like theres something more interesting than the super fabulous Jaejoong that i saw in the television. crazy me??haha..blame it on all the fanfics that i read about him.okay..i think i just told you guys my biggest secret...*sigh*..whattodo..yes guys,almost 70% of the fanfics that i read and subscribe are all about Jaejoong..haha..*awkward laugh*..er.....

okay,move on..what i really want to state here is......what,you,Mr.Kim Jaejoong had done to me???im starting to stalk your twitter..(but no,i dont follow him and dont ask me why).i follow like 10 tumblr about you and got tense everytime i saw I LOVE YOU performance.okay,let me state this again.I,ME aint a Cassie.im just aVIP,BLACKJACK,A+ and JAYWALKERZ...do you see any Cassie there?no right??so........WHY IN THE HELL I FEELS LIKE SMASHING THE SCREEN WHEN I SEE YOU IN THAT PERFORMANCE???????......*breath in,breath out*.....okay,im good now...

so tell me sir....what is happening to me???..owh you're saying that im slowly turning myself in to a Cassie??nope,sorry dude..as much as i want to..it aint gonna happen because i really really cant handle your type of music and as a true fan you must love all of it right?so theres a no-no for me.okay..i might like you,but the real you...not the performer/actor/singer Kim Jaejoong.but the guy named Kim Jaejoong that live in South Korea and produce music......(and the guy that is my hubby's BFF)..hahaa....

yeah..i wish we can meet some day..(although i know that will never ever happen)..okay,just imagine it okay..i want to just sit down and talk to you in a coffee shop..no-no,its too public..let say,we just hang out at your place or my place,have some pizza while watch a movie or just have some talk....sound too girly to you??actually me too..hahaha...okay,okay..we'll make it this way,you hang out at my place and accompany while i play with my games.i really need someone to help me finish my Tekken 6,i dont like playing it with the computer..i need someone to play with so that i can feels like punching that person..muahaha...mean enough??hohoho.....i always beat my baby brother back then but now that he is busy with his study,he wont bother to play with his cute sister anymore..TT^TT...i hate you baby bro....we always play Tekken,GTA,Guitar Hero and some more games together..but now that you need to focus on your study,you just left me alone since i have no one to play with,i just leave the ps3 like that and once in a while swept the dust...TT^TT...i miss playing games with you baby bro..come back to me,its okay babe,since you are busy struggling with your study,just dont you go and have a girlfriend behind me coz you now why??im totally gonna rip the hair out of her head if she is the one that separate you and me.muahahaha...im such a bad sister...hoho....me the drama queen.......WAIT?why am i suddenly talking about my baby bro?aint im suppose to talk about Kim Jaejoong???? (p/s:i have a serious short-term memory and i can get distracted very easily...guess i just did it again..*sigh*..)

back to our MAIN TOPIC...(gosh,i need to focus this time,no more distraction...)LOL...its like im taking exam or what??kekeke...wait...what are talking about just now??....awh..Kim Jaejoong!!!!..Duh~~~ *hit head*..
im good now..ok..er....actually i totally forgot what i want to talk about... @_@.... *flying crow*..

okay,let me say this straight...i admit that jaejoong is quiet handsome



(but not as handsome as my hubby TOP..hoho)



...and totally cute..



( but Lee Joon is cuter than him..muahaha..)..



and im sure thousands of girl out there willing to throw themselves on him..the point is,will he choose them??hahaha....im pretty sure that what i feel right now is just a temporary crush,it'll last for about 2 or 3 weeks then everything will be back to normal and i wont have any feelings toward jaejoong annymore...(thank god~~!!!).... but still i want to write this in my blog so that when im bored or whatever,i can look back and said to myself.."crazy bitch,you even fall for Kim Jaejoong??"..hahaha...

woah...i cant believe i write this long for this entry,i thought it gonna be just 2 or 3 lines..well,whatever it is..yes,im currently stalking Kim Jaejoong but no,i aint his fan and no,i will never be one...enough said..oh,by the way,nice tats you got there..

sweet~~~~

well,good luck for your career,life and love.i wish all the best for you,keep making good music to your fans.oh 1 more thing,i watched Sunao Ni Narenakute and i gotta admit,you act pretty good in it..*thumbs up*..ermm..i got nothing else to write actually..i cant write "Jaejoong Oppa,saranghae~~!!"..NO,i cant write that coz i dont love you..muahaha...yeah,you gotta deal with my evil side.what can i say is,Cassie love you and...er.....Good Luck!! ^__^.....

oh,1 last thing!!..if we ever meet,the first thing that i'll do to you is steal Jiji..muahaha...and i cant lie but to say I Love JIJI ssooooo much...it looks totally like my cat Fox (but it pass away already..TT^TT)....yeah..im just gonna steal jiji and take care of it as my Fox..^_^...


yup..thats it...nothing else from me..........bye??..em,,yeah....annyeong,goodbye,adios~~
*off to study for my last paper,International Maritime of Political and Economic*....

Fiction and Fact

this post dedicated to the ultimate group BEAST/B2ST.

as everybody knows, their new album "Fiction and Fact" is already out.


what can i say about this album is AWESOME!!!!

okay,first thing first.......im not a b2uty although i kinda like Dongwoon and Gikwang.but,im not lying that this album is a must buy for everyone.

i've been following Beast since their debut day with Bad Girl and all their singles or songs before are not bad,i love all of them. but this album is like a BANG to me.okay,let me explain why.

first thing first,you guys must watch Fiction MV:

what i like about this mv is the dance step (penguin step as what b2uty refers too..LOL), the UFO kinda things., Hyunseung's new hair is UNNFFF....the song is sooooo addictive...(fiction...fiction in fiction...). Dongwoon's new hair makes him looks mature...what i can say is this song plus the MV is sooooooo the BEAST. (p/s:just ignore Boyoung a.k.a the heroin in the mv....LOL...).

Second, i recommend you guys to listen to On Rainy Days.my first impression of this song is...........I.FEEL.LIKE.CRYING.i mean,okay,starting with the sounds of rain and acoustic guitar along with the angelic voice of Yoseob.then slowly it makes me feel like holding to someone and cry on his/her shoulder.like seriously,then Joker enter with a little cough (i really really really like the cough part..hoho)..and it end with the rain..

Third, The Fact. okay,let me tell ya'll that this is my number one song in this album.i love all of
'em but this one just....gaahhdd...i dunno how to explain but the chorus makes me repeating this song again and again. plus with Dongwoon the one that sing the chorus makes me loves this song the most....gohjitmariya,,,gohjitmariya..gohjitmariya. but sadly,this song just last for 2 minutes 19 seconds TT^TT....i want a longer version....

if you guys want something cute and sweet,i recommend you listen to YOU.this song is soooooooo ccuuutteeeee~~~~ Dongwoon sang the opening(ofcoz,me and my craziness for Dongwoon,just ignore it guys), then follow by Yoseob,you can feel the happiness and cutely BEAST with this song. Because of you you you you,neo hanaman saenggakhae...

next song is Back To You, this song is just the typical BEAST.energetic beat,nice lyric and of course awesome vocal.i would like to see them singing this song live. and yes, this song is kinda addictive too.

Sixth is FREEZE. i like the opening of this song, the electronic beat makes me want to listen to this song till the end plus Joker smexy rap (oh yeah baybeh)...this is another cutey song for me. just freeze there and enjoy this song.....freeze..freeze..

okay, done with freeze, we'll move on to another one, VIRUS. this is a ballad song with a smooth feelings in it (p/s:im not a master in music,so i just explain everything according to what i feel ya..)... nonen naye virus,apeuge hageji..i can totally feel the sexy beat in this song and yes,nice vocal there guys....

so there's my POV for their latest album...what can i say is this album makes me rape the replay button again and again..haha...i love every single song in it.plus the cover album makes me go crazy ( i have a things with leopard print)..LOL....plus the guys new makeover is just DAMN!!!!


Hyunseung in carrot hair is HEAVEN....Dongwoon's new hair is UUUNNFFFF....*fanning myself*..okay,i'm back.so guys,i suggest you guys to take some times and try listen to their latest album and i guarantee that you wont be dissapointed.just dont steal Dongwoon or Gikwang away from me..LOL.......

Random Post

holla people~~

okay,i was supposed to write entry about Jay Park's comeback and Teachers Day,but im stuck right now coz im in the middle of final exam and i need to dig my brain out for my fanfic..(ugghh...need to continue with chapter 4 later).

so,as you notice,i've changed my header to G.O a.k.a Jung ByungHee because i *cough* kinda in *cough* love with him at this moment *cough*..........sorry TOP hubby =_='

okay move one,...*sigh*...now G.O rank 4 in my bias list...me the playgirl...nan eojjoragooooooo~~~

i mean,look at him,his handsome,cute,got angelic voice,playful and pervert with a special folder in his computer just for *cough* porn * cough*......hey,its normal la for a guy....its okay if he's a pervert because that just make us a perfect couple..hohoo...

kyyaaa~~ Abang G.O......saya cinta sama kamu~~~~LOL.....

(tau dek laki ak neh,mau tido dekat depan tv la selama-lamanya TT^TT)...