GD & TOP_2010.12.14_ World Premiere Teaser

finally.....my hubby is gonna have his own album!!! (oltho it's not fully HIS album) but IDC..and i can listen to his rap more...kkyyaaa~~!!!...
hahahha....i'm freaking happy right now,tho this only a teaser,but it's enuff 4 me..sadly i can't watch it 2moro coz i'll be catching up with my train,but i'll totally gonna watch it when i got home..^_^..
BTW,the poster is DAE to the BAK....



i'm sure this album is gonna be another hit,just look at their perf at MAMA....dayum...double,double,double,double combo,bubble,bubble....
wahhhhh~~~!!!!!!!!
i'm freaking happy n i dunno what tot say..LOL..
just wait 4 their perf on inkigayo n music bank.....*pray for you guys to top the chart*
Hubby,fighting!!...GD..Good Luck...^_^

My Chemical Romance - "Na Na Na" (Official Music Video)

Lyrics credit to "My Dear Delirious" at ImNotOkay.net.
Thanks to "Gerard Way." (also at ImNotOkay.net) for correcting the lyrics.

Drugs! Gimme me drugs Gimme me drugs,
I don't need it but still what you got,
still take the cash and I'll keep it.
Eight legs to the wall, hit the gas at the mall
Every crawl, every crawl, every crawl, now hit that detonator.

Love, gimme me love, gimme me love,
I don't need it but I'll take what I want from your heart
and keep it in a bag in a box on the floor with an X,
gimme me more, gimme me more

Now sing it with me:
For my security, to every enemy,
we're on your property standing in a V-formation
let's do it properly, plastic surgery, we're not an apology
get us more, give us your detonation.

Let me tell you about the Snagman,
shut up and let me see your jazz hands,
or remember when you were a madman, thought you were Batman,
and hit the party with a gas can.
Let me see you run it more.

We're on your property,
We're a public enemy,
I think we better find more, burden your information.
Let's pull the lottery,
it's like plastic surgery
we won't giva an apology,
Give us more detonation!

Spoken:
And right here, right now,
All the way in Battery City,
the little children, raise your open filthy palms like tiny daggers up to heaven
And all the you guys, and the river rats,
as angels made from neon eating garbage are screaming out
"why don't you save us?"
and the sky opened up
Everybody wants to change the world, everybody wants to change the world.
But no one wants to die, wanna die?

Make no apology
this is way to fun to me
I'm not your authority
Crash and burn,
We're young and loaded,
Drop like a bulletshell,
just like a sleeper cell,
I'd rather go to hell than be in a purgatory,
cut my hair
gag and bore me.
pull this pin,
and let this world explode

i'm totally addicted to this song+smexy red hair Gerard.....ye-yeah!!!nananananananana~~~

Rambut..not rambutan ek...

bila dah end of the year ni...tiba2 rasa cam nak tukar hairstyle la plak...actly mang dah lama kami nk tukar hairstyle,juz xde masa plus keje yang b'lambak2..*sigh*..

so,in less then 20 days,we'll be celebrating a new year,it's 2011 people!!! plus my b'day coming up and i'm turning 23 next year!!! *sigh*..i'm getting older..TT^TT... whatever,i can't change that,but what i can change is i need a new hairstyle(i've been repeating that over and over again).i don't think i want to cut my hair coz i wanted to keep my hair for now.actually i love my style when i perm it last year..
but i wanted to do sumtg diff in the year 2011..hm...i always wanted a red hair like Bom....



it looks so nice..but not too red,just like brunette..but i'm afraid that it won't suit me...how about silver white hair like my hubby??



hahaha.....next thing i know every1 will call me grannie...LOL.....blondey like GD is cool too....



but i'm a dark skin and it'll look totally weird on me....how about a purple hair??



wah........cool seyh,i saw one of my senior last sem and she had this purple hair...dayum,she look sooooooo freaking hawt!!! i gotta admit that..but what happen if i'm the one who did that?? then Pn.Aznah will go crazy and shave my head immediately..haha... ottokkhae????i wanna change my hairstyle but still i can't come up with any style that i like..hm,let me sort out list of my hairstyle.

• 1st: i wanna straighten my hair
• 2nd: change my hair colour (brunette or almond...or maybe deep purple/blue black..*merong*
• 3rd: flirting with my hubbies..

hahaha... hm..i think i kinda know what kind of hairstyle i want...wah...totally can't wait for a makeover...well.2011....WATCH OUT FOR THE NEW ME!!!




~~~ ~~LoLaLileLu~~

Life Is Short....

it's kinda funny how life can change in a second......first we're like so happy then suddenly..BAMM...lives hit you and there you are,thinking about the life that you've wasted before..

this is what happen to me today.frankly speaking,i'm not in the mood to online..dunno why.but i gotta do it coz still got some notes to read before my exam.while i'm happily rebloging my tumblr and listen to my chemical romance's song, i receive a news that i always wish that it will never never hit me again.

AL-FATIHAH.......

To Muhd Hafizan Othman....my high school friend.although we don't go to the same school,but our house is not far from each other so i did met him once in a while.he always praise at how good my daddy's speeches are.my friend who always call me "orang kampung",heh.....my friend who always sit beside me in comparative class.i wish i can do a lot more with you,but who knows, life is not always as we want it to be.

fyzan,meeting you again in uum in such a short times really makes me happy.i did cried the moment i got the news,but whats the worth crying over a split milk.things are already written in heaven.its your time to go,just that i felt a lil' bit dissapointed coz i didn't know your true condition and you were actually in a hospital all this time.

goodbye my friend.....semoga roh mu dicucuri rahmat dan di tempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman.AMIN........

Korean Drama

kali ni kami nak story mory sket pasal korean drama and entry kali neh kami ingat nak type dalam BM jek...(erk,w/pn ad siket miket B.I..hehe..)...

owkey...

KOREAN DRAMA...

bila kita tanya jek soalan ni.macam2 cite yg akan pop-up dari minda kita such as Full House,Princess Hours,Sweet Spy,Boys Over Flower,IRIS,Fugitive Plan:B etc........xkan nak kami state sume cite kot,cam tu bek korang usha jek kat mysoju.com...macam2 jalan cite la yang ad but most of all cite pasal cintan-cintun la kan...fosho punya.

apa yang kami nak mention kat sini ialah...kenape ek,kebanyakan cite korea neh,jalan cite nye lbey kurang sama..i mean mula2 tu wajib la si hero tu benci kat kat si heroin and si heroin pun cuba la segala2 nya tuk attract perhatian si hero neh.kira hero neh jual mahal la,and bila dah p'tengahan cite plak,si hero neh baru mula nak express kn prasaan dia towards si heroin neh and in the end si hero neh pn ngaku la yang dia sebenarnya mang dah lama tangkap cintan ngan si heroin neh,cuma xtaw camne nak luah kan jek.

owkey,kami xnafi kan yang memang ad love story yang ala2 neh..so kami xbape amek port sangat la pun..tetapi...apa yang m'nyebabkan kami mengabiskan masa m'blog pasal korean drama ni ialah......

MENGAPAKAH HEROIN DRAMA KOREA INI PERLU BERPERANGAI YANG AGAK2 BODOH AND DALAM MASA YANG SAMA WILL ACT CUTE ALL THE TIME???...Wae??????

this really annoys me..mang kami tau ada orang yang b'kadaan seperti ini,tapi,kalu dh sume cite pn m'gunakan konsep yang sama,ain't tat a lil' bit annoying??..kami xde la cakap yang kami neh pandai sangat sampai tahap genius,tapi,agak susah untuk kami terima..yang si heroin ni perlula jadi cam bongok2 sket and in the same time ala2 comey gitu.not 1,not 2 but most of the drama yang kami tengok sume nye camtuh.alih2 nafsu nak tgk cite tuh pn xde.i'm not saying that i hate korean drama,not just that...owkey,cuba kita compare japanese drama ngan korean drama ek.kami pn xtaw nape,kami bole trime heroin jap drama yang suka act cute coz in reality dorang mang cute pn.tapi klu heroin korean drama try to act cute,i feels like puke.seriously coz in reality,dorang xde la act as kawaii as jap drama.i'm saying according to my experience coz i had met the real japanese and korean....mang totally different dari dalam drama yang kita slalu tengok tu.so bila kami tgk artist2 korea yang try to act cute in the television such as ****..mang i feels like puke.i advice from me,stop be a fakers will ya...

korang jangan salah anggap plak.i'm not saying all of this because i'm an anti-korean drama..i love all of them,it just tat i can't stand ngan sesuatu perkara jek.klu korang xpercaya cakap kami,fine...korang tgk atleast 10 drama korea from 1st sampai abis,then korang baca balik entry neh...ha..tym tuh baru la korang caye ap yang kami cakap.beside,this is my blog,suka ati mak bapak jiran sebelah umah abang kami la kami nk tulis ap pun...told ya before,this blog is from my POV,if you don't like it....then ANNYEONG,GOODBYE,ADIGO!!!

Hai Praktikum Ku Sayang~~

my current condition:busy with practicum paper+final exam....hm...xde la prob sgt.mula2 tu quiet pening gak la nak cari tempat.pening pusing satu ampang just nak cari company yang sanggup terima for practicum ni (er,"pusing satu ampang" meaning just pusing2 kat dlm tenet jek,klu nak balik ampang tym2 camni mang maap la..hehe)...cik aminatul ad ajak g buat kat perodua rawang.dia sediakan umah,transport n elaun skali.okay gak tu,rawang ad train,bila2 je bole balik kl.dlm tu ad gak kami try usha ofis perkeso and risda kat ampang tu.tapi xdpt feedback lagi.kami klu bole nak cari tempat praktikal sendiri,malas nak mintak tolong orang,bkn ap,bila skali kita dh t'kena..perrghh.....peritnya still t'rasa sampai skarang.mang pedih babe....

and klu ikut nafsu serakah kami neh,nak jek kami praktiakl kat speedy midvalley tu..muahaha.....kan senang kejenye plus member2 kami sume ad kat situ lagi.tapi kang klu dia suh buat report ap kena m'ngena praktikal kita ngan intaff,ha....t'kangkang la kami tengah midvalley tu.tapi speedy pun international what,got movies from Hollywood,Korea,Japan,Taiwan,Thailand,China...ha,kan obedesi sume cita2 tuh.original lagi nox~~..huhu....*sigh*...ape2 hal.try la tanya mana yg patut.praktikal elok2,then cari keje,simpan duit banyak2,then kita sambung study balik ek cik intan..nngggeee~~~~

a note to pn.aznah bt sulaiman

i'd promise myself that i will never cry over you again.but still,i end up crying everytime i talk to you.you know what?you've changed...and it's not a good thing.i know that i may not be a good daughter to you,and i admite that you are more like "mom-with-benefit" to me.but now...everything is not the same.i know that you've hurt so much last times and you want to move on.and so you think that living with her gave you the freedom that you wanted.but still,i know what is really happening.yes i know,she always call you,say that she loves you and she even hugs you. and you see that as a good daughter.but believe me,i know the real her.

you don't believe it?fine...it's your choice.i can tell as much info about her if you want to and then you will decided whose the real fakers are.at least i go real with my own feelings.yes, i don't and can't love you and don't ever ask me why.but still i'm being honest.but her??pffhh....yeah right,she did this and that.okay,don't get me wrong,i'm not saying that she's a bad women.not,she's not because she is also my siblings,just so you know,the feelings that you have for her now is nothing.

if you wanna compare her with the other siblings,you may said that she's an angle,more like she is the only person in the world that love you.you're wrong.i dunno whether you know this or not,but do you know the real reason on why did angah transfer to slim while she can makes tons of money is she continue stays in sabah?it's because of YOU!..she wanted to take care of you that's why she came back to perak.and you told me that she doesn't even invite you to her new home?you know why?it's because she is living with her friends.she told me before that she's planning on searching for a proper house and bring you and ain to stay with her because she knows her responsibility as the eldest child so well.she may act like she doesn't care about you,but she hurt so much everytime she did it.

i know about the news that awang kick you from his house.to tell you the truth,i dunno whether i should believe it or not.because we all know your condition plus i can't really believe you anymore.i wanted to ask,but still i don't want to be intefere.andak ask me once,who should i really believes regarding to this matter but i can't answer him right away.but the truth is,i don't believe any of you because i don't really know the TRUTH.it's hidden somewhere and i still can't figure it out.

just so you know,everyone except me is actually loves you.but they have their own ways of telling it or expressing it.they may seem rude to you but they have no choice.they don't want anything else in this world execept for your love.they need you,they need you to love them just like before when daddy is still around.you told me that everyone is acting weird,more like everybody is changing.again,the truth is,you are the one who is changing.you can compare their loves to you before and after you're sick.it's totally different.and do you know how happy andak,awang and k.erma are when you cook for them?i'm not there but still i can feel how happy they are.they are so happy that you are getting back to your oldself,althought i doesn't botter me at all,but still it's a good thing for them.

MOM,for once,i'm begging you.please open your eyes and see the real world.it's actually not the one that you are in right now.sometimes happiness is not the reality. i'm not saying that everybody else is a bad guy,but i just want you to know that all of them are really loves you.whether you believe it or not,i'm not forcing you.i don't know your condition right now,but i think you must be happy since that you can now stay with your "daughter"....but i just wanna remind you that things can change in a second.no,i'm not saying that she's a bad daughter because i loves her so much and i don't want neither of you to get hurt,but still,it's not something that you should be ease at.

i've stated this for so many times,but still i want to tell you.i know that there's no way you or any of the family members gonna read my blog,moreover this blog.but i wanted to tell you....

THANK YOU....

• thanks for bringing me into this wonderful world,letting me know the real life is.
• letting me know the only daddy and man that ever stay in my heart and love him like crazy.
• for giving me a perfect education,for letting me stay in this wonderful family.
• for giving me a baby brother that i treasure more than anything else.
• for taking care of me when i'm sick back when i'm still a baby.
• for giving me a cute face and petite body.
• for letting daddy to gave me this wonderful name.
• i can't think of anything else but THANK YOU for all that you have done to me.

but there's something that i want to say SORRY for...

• sorry for i can't love you back as much as you do.
• sorry for hurting your feelings with my stupid words.
• sorry for not really taking care of you when you where sick.
• sorry for hating you after all that you've done to me.sorry for feeling afraid of getting married after i saw how you treat daddy when he is sick.
• sorry for lying to you that i believe you 100% since the truth that i don't.
• sorry for i can't be the daughter that you want me to.
• sorry for not being as smart as my brothers and sisters.
• sorry for letting my anger out and end up breaking things.
• sorry for stealing daddy's love,i know that is something that you can't forgive me about.
• sorry for putting your first name for your number in my phonebook.
• sorry for always talking and acting coldly when i'm with you.
• sorry for destroying all your flowers whenever i'm mad.there's sooo much more that i wanted to say,but i can't continue typing because my hands are trembling right now since i cried so much while writing this entry.

you don't need to know everything,just i want you to know 1 things.everyone loves you and they have their own ways of expressing it.and once again,SORRY for not being able to love you back.i'm really sorry......