walking away....

prob dtng m'curah mcm air,i can't juz walk away like tat,not even a minute of my life now tat i feel peace.i'm scared,i think abt it 24/7.i really wish,if i can turn back tym,i'll nvr done tat.actlly,i dunno whether i shud feel regret or not.ol tat i'm think at tat tym is 2 make u guys proud of me,n now,it's become burden for all of u guys.it's not tat i don't wanna ask 4 ur guyz help,its juz tat,kami segan...heh,sounds funny rite?mst org akn ckp,"ngan family sndr pn segan ke?",but d truth is,memang kami segan.i dunno y???maybe coz kami rs yg kami ni more give beban than t/jwb pd dorg.ye la,msng2 ad hal dorg yg sndr.haih.........i h8 myself so much now.......

what shud i do......

entah la,sometimes 2 kami rasa cam nk hilang kn diri neh wat slama-lama nya,i mean lari dari family ngan kwn2, n go 2 different places n start a new lives there.so tat bl dorg sdr tntg k'hilangan kami,br la kami attack dorg 1 by 1,muahahah.........
ha.....bl kami rapat ngan member2,family kami bising,dorg kata kami suka m'blakang kn dorg,tp bl kami try nk share mslh ngan dorg,buat pandg enteng plak,pe cer??? kami sdr,kami neh juz sbgi beban jek tuk korg,sumpah dowh,klu kami neh jutawan,i don't need u guys,korg bley smpn la duit korg tuh bwh bantal ke,dlm tilam ke,kami xkn kaco lgsg!!!!!!!eish....geram nya........
sometimes gak,kami nk jek hurt myself sampai kami hlng ingatan so tat i won't remember any prob tat i have,...ha.....tapi sume 2 kami bley byngkn je la.....coz i'm still waras lg.blom gila lagi........argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!byk nya problem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

banjir@bah@ayaq nek...

yesterday,i gain 1 more experience hare in kachi,banjir yg agak teruk gak la,n diz iz my story.....

kami ad xm smlm kat DTSO kol 2:30pm,*exam*.....dh siap sume,kami kuar awl coz nk g gym,dh lm xg dym rs sngl2 plak bdn.klu ikut kn mang smlm hari cerah jek,tp once kami kuar dr DTSO,mula2 cam raining c&d jek,ms 2 ml la rs cam mls nk g gym,tp hati rs nk g gak.*walking 2 sport cntr*.....smpi sn,tkr bj,*gym time!!*ms kat dlm 2 mang dh dgr gak ujan agk lbt nk mampos, so kami kuar awl la,slalu nya kami akn stay for 1 1/2 hour,tp smlm ramai sgt org,xsyok plak,bek kuar awl,lgpn tkt xde bas..*bathing*....*walking 2 bus stop*....*waiting for bus*...arnd kol 6:15 bas sampai,bas feveret plak tuh,bas no 11,*moving*....tetiba bas brenti,tgk jem pnjg.......gila,ujan plak dh stat lbt,pak cik bas ckp, "xpa,sat ja ni,sat g bley la lalu" fuh.....lega sket dgr nye,*waiting*........adus,dh kol 7 lbey neh,keta dpn xgerak2 gak.pak cik bas pn kami tgk dh cam cuak2 sket, "dulu sat ja,15 mnt,pas 2 bley jln,xtaw la napa lmbt sgt kali ni".adus pak cik neh,td dia yg konpiden sgt2,skunk dia plak yg cuak...pak cik tny sape2 yg nk g tgk air g la trn,niat mang nk trn,tp d'sbb kn malas+letih,i juz stay indide d bus,bek kami dgr lagu 2pm lg bez,~listen to my heartbeat,it's beating for you~...hm...heaven jap....
Back 2 my story,skali pak cik UK dtng bg info,dia kt mang xbley nk lalu lgsg,air deras gila,pas 2 ad kayu balak t'sadai tgh jln.adus....pak cik suh ktorg nek bas dpn,bas no 10,*changing bus*,coz UK sarankan sume kndraan U-turn blk.nk xnk,uncle bas no 10 neh pn u-turn la blk,stop kat cafe utama smntr nk tggu air surut,*waiting*.........adus,dh kol 8lbey,xde tnd2 gak air nk surut,nk balik!!!!!skali uncle gtaw, "adik,ad kwn2 x yg ddk kat dlm,kachi mang xbley p la,depa sekat jalan,ayaq xmau surut lagi,klu ad kwn bgtaw la depa,tumpang tidoq blk depa mlm ni",xnk!!!i want my room,my bed,my chansung(my lappy),my big bang(poster),my darling (my cutey yellow pillow)!!!!!adus.....nk tido blek sape neh?Abg Encem?Rabi?Jay Chou?adus.....byk sgt plhn...oh ya,amal,nyah,jue ngan mas ad kat dlm,*sending message*la...xbls la plak,uncle bas dh msk dlm blk,skali he got a call from his friend saying tat air dh stat surut,but still laju lg,kayu blk 2 pn dorg dh alih ke tepi.ktorg (bkn kami la,ad la some indian girl yg duk kat seat dpn) pujuk uncle lalu gak kat air 2,yelah,masing2 nk blk blek sndr,huhu..tym ni la kami rs sayunk kat blek kami 2....mula2 uncle 2 cam xnk,tp dia pikir blk,sian kat ktorg,dia pn trs kan gak,ktorg yg kat dlm bas 2 sume b'debar2 sblm sampai kat bridge,everyone hopes that we all can go thru,sampai je kat bridge,UK still ttp jln,uncle kawtim jap ngan UK,dorg kasi lps,pak cik Uk tny uncle brani lalu x? "brani,depa ni ad skali,sat g klu hanyut sama2 la" chet,bley buat lwk plak uncle neh,slowly,bas lalu kat bridge 2,air mang deras gila,kayu balak 2 besaq nak mampoih!jaln pn bley t'hakis,siap lampu jln nk tumbg,byngkan la pny kuatnya air 2,tiba2,kami nmpk leng chai!!!!awh~~~~~encemnya....~~~~*fainting*.....ehem,back 2 my story,slow2 uncle bwk bas n WE MADE IT!!!!fuh rs mang lega tahap wonderpets bl la dpt lepas banjir 2,tapi keta ngan motor dorg xkasi lalu coz mang bhy lg.sampai je blk,trus kami cite kn p'ngalamn indah neh kat rumet kami,dia pn ngan khusyuk nya m'dgr cite kami......ah....lega gila dpt blk blek,i love kachi!!!

what cud it be..???

i donno y,but l8ly i've been havin' bad dream,i dream tat my mom is sick (again), my sis became handicapped, n we only have RM 22.70 in our bank account.i dunno maybe it's a sign or juz coz i'm too tired.i can't describe how tired i m.kerja x putus2,lps 1-1.bek fizikal o mental,2-2 penat.think of takin' a br8,but then i'll b thinkin' abt my work all dy long. *sigh*........ah~~~~~ i want Baskin Robbins~~~
bila kita dh penat cam nie, fosho kita akn miss sum1,for me,i miss my dad and nuhar.NUHAR,i'm so sorry 2 tell u diz,i really can't let u go, now matter wat happen, ur still d one tat i want.i don't care abt wat others will say,even my sister had start 2 accept me 4 who i m.ain't tat a good thing? i really want u 2 come back,let me hear ur voice.......

let me hear your voice,

if we become honest surely,

we'll b able 2 understand each other,

please open ur heart,

let me hear your voice,

the path we have come is,for us, deffinetly,

an important step 2 d future,

let me hear your voice,

if we become more kind,

we'll be able to love each other,

don't avert your eyes,

let's get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness,

the feeling of this moment become our bond...

Big Bang- Koe Wo Kikasete

i really want to hear ur voice again............... 4 daddy,u'll always b my 1 n only,there's no 1 tat i cn compare u to.

and now,i have 2 prepare 4 my final n do preperation b4 goin' 2 taiwan.ha~~~~~~

lurve u daddy....

(again, i rite a post abt nuhar,actly i want 2 write abt how tired i m,ntah camne bley tkluar nm nuhar plak,gomenneh!!)

sashiburi....

wa.......rs nya dh b'kurun x tls blog.bkn pe,xde masa.sjk blk cuti raye ari 2,bzzzzz je manjang.jd smntr ad ms sket neh,bley la nk m'bebel 2 3 perenggan.hm.....wat shud i stat with???
oh ya,1st, cam bese la,every convo ktorg akan perform tuk koir.same s diz sem,n sem neh ktorg bwk lg len sket,i believe (il divo ft Celine Dion),untuk nusa bangsa (Ginggerbread), yue lai xiang, n d rest are our ol' song.quite m'cbr gak r sem neh nya perf,ktorg kn bwk lg france n mandarin. well mandarin is not a big prob 4 me, but 4 other tat is not chinese, they maybe had a lil' bit difficulties, but it doesn't matter coz d perf turn out amazing.tp ad plak part yg xbezh nyeh, pihak UUM dh invite choir 4m philippines 2 make a spcl perf on d 1st day.WTF!!! dorg mang dh profesional, ktorg yg amatur neh mang xt'lwn la.tp mujur dorg ok,so puas hati gak r.

2nd,i pas thru aiesec booth at lib 1 day n i saw them promoting on going exchange 2 china n taiwan,hm.....this looks interesting.so i sign up 4 their info session.dgr dorg xplain avtg abt diz xchge stuff, syok gak,so i cont 4 d 2nd steps,tat is EPRB, tym neh dorg akn intrview kt,nk tgk mind set kt neh bley xadapt ngan environment kat sn.n guess wat...I PASS!!!! mang happy sesangat lah.amoi la la happy, bl kami gtaw jek kami dpt g china,trus dia kol,huhu...i love you amoi!!!!klu ikut prancangan awal, maybe 20/11 neh kami g, n blk xkonfem lg bl coz nmpk gaya nya cam kn tkr tarikh plak.hm.....so skunk neh mang bz la nk siap kn paspot,visa,med chk-up,n bl kami smpi sn dh bln november, ain't it suppose 2 b winter there???wa.......tringin plak nk main snow,huhu.......

PARK JAEBOM.......kajima.....

i dunno if diz is rite o wrong,but my heart hurt soooo much...it's like sum1 had stab me rite in my heart.it may snd stupid 2,but i feels like crying, from d moment i heard tat bad news until now,i dunno how long i cn hold my tears.Y???????? Y did u guyz had 2 b fucking cruel 2 him?did he ever done anytg wrong 2 u guys????

i'm talking abt 2pm beasty n cutey leadja,PARK JAEBOM.he juz an innocent kids,4 me,wat he did is a normal thing.he juz feels lonely, suddenly being in a new place where u knw notin' abt it will totally m8 u wanna go back 2 ur hometown,besides,he has no one 2 talk 2 .y did u guys had 2 hacked in2 his personall message???if i'm an officer,i will definetly put u guys in2 jail o hang u guys 2 death!!!!i mean it!!!n using ur stupid n narrow-minded brain,u,anti-fan,sign a petition 4 jay 2 commid suicide?WTF!!!GTH!!! n when thing olredi getting worse,u guys simply juz say tat ur sorry,MFB,nobody gonna buy tat n we will nvr 4give u.look wat've u done,jay oledi quit 2pm and gone back 2 seattle.arrgghhh...........i'm so damn piss off rite now!!!!!!!!!!patut nya kami santau jek netizens2 bodo 2,bia mampos!!!!muahaha!!!!!!!!!!!bia korg rasa pe yg jay rasa!!!!!!xpn guna vodoo jek,srh sume an2 yg ad kat dunia neh rasuk korg,bia meracau sampai hembusan yg t'akhir!!!!!!waargghhhh..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jay,pliz come back,HOTTEST LUV SOOOOOO MUCH......2pm is notin' w/o u.like wooyoung said,2pm isn't abt 7 guys,it's abt a person.n u,d leadja,is d head of 2pm,how cn a person live w/o a head???so pliz...don't m8 us sign a petition 2 boycott ol 2pm career juz 2 m8 u come back.damn,if i'm in korea now,i'll definetly join d boycott at JYP studio..jay,pliz come back....we need u....ONLY U.................jay,if only i can b ur angle,protect u from d pain n danger....

reminisence over u..

ah.....it's that day again.the day that i wish it will nvr come back my life.i wish d wrld cld juz stop rite b4 it hit diz dy.bt i don't have any pwr 2 do tat.diz iz one of d dy tat m8 ma hrt ache so much.......



07 september 1946.....



ni la trkh kramat dimana sorg bayi b'nama abdul rahman dilahirkan.sjk kecik lg ayh dh dilatih utk hidop berdikari,bkn sbb kesempitan idop.tp keadaan Malaya wk2 2 yg still undr jajahan jepun n blom lg merdeka.siblings ayah ad 4 org,2 laki,2 pmpn.ayh ank ke-3,n d one n only yg smbg blaja samapi U.klu ktorg ngadu mls nk g skul ke,jaoh la,xde bas la,ayh slalu cite camne dia kena kayuh beskal sampai 10 km,trn nek bkt lg,kn plak kuar umah sblm sbh smata2 nk sampai skul sblm monin' asmbly.1 thing abt ayah is,he nvr addres his own father as abah ke,walid ke watsoever,tapi ayah pggl aki(atuk) kami,ayah andak.bl ktorg tny nape,dia kt it's on of the wy he show his respect 2 his own father.n ayah pggl uweh(nenek) kami,Nyang.cam org baba pggl mak dorg,Nya Nya.tp kami xtaw la klu uweh 2 baba ke x,tp yg km taw she's a chinese.ad 1 gamba dia kami smpt tgk ms kecik dl,dia mang cantik...... sgt,aki pn encem,smart cam malay warrior g2.



pas abis skul mngh,ayah dpt smbg blaja kat UKM,tym 2 UKM br bk,kira ayah mang pure pny 1st batch stdn la.ayah amik kos Usuluddin(klu xslh kami la),n ms konvo,ayah sorg je pake shades avatar ms nk amik ijazah,bila ktorg tny "nape ayah pakai shade?cikgu xmare ke?"(bdk2 tny),ayah mesti ckp,"t sng la ank2 ayh nk cam ayh",hehe,future minded btol...



pas abis blaja,baru ayah kawen ngan ibu.klu slh kami ms ayah kawen,umur ayah dlm 28 o 29 cam 2 la,tapi ibu muda,19 thn baru....org dolu2 dating tmpt bese jek,plng grand pn kat zoo,2 pn bwk member,kira dble dating la.family ibu memula xtime ayah coz ayah org pahang,kami xtaw la pe ibu bilang sama dia pny family sampi diorg bley time ayah.kami rasa dorg jmp kat kl la,coz ibu mang dari kecik duk kat kl(coz she nvr stay with her real mother,she was raised by her aunt n grdmthr.)pas 2,ayh dpt keja jd lect kat MPI(maktab perguruan islam),n ms stay kat kl 2,along,angah ngan mat lahir.3-3 lahir kat hsptl assunta,3-3 msk tadika raihan.pas mat lahir,ayah dpt plak twrn jd pnlg knn skul.disinilah bermulanya k'hdpn kuarga salehudin sbgi org nomad.mn xnye,stay kat 1 skul 2-3 taun,pas 2 kena plak pndh kat tmpt len.klu dkt2 xpe,ni kena cross 2 3 negri br sampe.60 hari lps kami lahir,ktorg skali lg kn pndh ke negri bwh bayu,coz ayh nek pgkt as pengetua.lama gak r ktorg stay sn,dlm 5 6 taun cam 2,abg2 n akak2 kami sume xreti ckp mlayu bese,ateh,udoh b'gaul ngan org sbh24 jm.lm gak br dorg bley ckp bese.



ayah is a person who will do anytg n avtg 4 his family.i wld say,xpenah skali pn kami rs kecewa ngan ayah,mang sometimes km xbley tima kptsn dia,bt pe yg dia wat 2 sbnr nya btl.wen it comes 2 religious stuff,ayh mang strict,tp klu ajk main, lg gila dr ktorg.hobi ayh sbnr nya nyanyi,sm la ngan ibu,kengkadang 2 bley gdh plak 2-2 org 2,sbb slh lrk la,pitching lari,(klu tym 2 ad rncgn jgn lp lirik,msk kn jek ayh ngan ibu dlm 2).antr gr8 stuff abt ayah is,he alwys show his luv 2 his children,dlm diary ayh,sume buzday ank ayh tls,buzday ibu,anvrsry dorg.kiranya ayh xpenah lp nk smbt buzday ank2 dia.ayah is a romantic guy 2,dia slalu buat2 lupa buzdy ibu,bl ibu tny igt xbuzday dia,ayh mesti buat2 lupa,bg mcm2 alsn la konon nya,pas 2 bila tgh mlm,bl ktorg sume dh tido(tido ke?pdhl sumenye ngendap ayah ngan ibu,hehe..),br ayh bg prsent kat ibu.kengkadg 2 ayah buat2 la suh ibu tmn kn dia g bl brng,tp jgn bwk ktorg(eleh,alsn,nk dating ckp je la).ad 1 set diary yg ayah sediakan tuk ktorg,stiap sorg ad diary msng2,kat dlm 2 la ayh tls avtg abt ktorg,cam bila andak mula jln,1st dy awin msk skul,kira cam life journey ktorg la.n wen it comes 2 my buzday,prsnt ayh simple jek,he juz bought me a box of choc,pandan layer o blueberry cake,n den ktorg akn smbt sm2.i wld say,he will give me choc 4 av gud thing that i've done,cam dpt mrkh bek,dh khatam quran,even klu kami majuk ngan ayah pn,he juz gave me choc,n avtg will be fine..

ayah,i juz want u 2 know smtg.i'll alwys luv u,n u r avtg 2 me.n if i could turn back time,i swear i'll do anytg 4 me even if it's mean tat i have 2 sacrifice my onw life.i love u so much,i won't let anyone 2 t8b ur place in my heart,coz no one can replace u.i can't resist it,i think abt u av sgle day,altho u had left be,but 2 b honest,i always wish tat wen i come home,i wld c u sitting on ur fvr8 couch n smiling n waiting 4 me 2 come home.i still can forgive myself,y shud i left u on ur death bed,n go back 2 my skul,i'm so sorry,forgive me daddy.....

Y?KENAPA?WEI SHE ME?PUR QUE?????

i had made an agreement with myself,i will no longer have any feelings to nuhar,i just want us to be friend,not more than tat.it's not tat i have found someone new,but 1 day,i ask myself "y m i keep thinking abt her?does she really feel the same way as i am?totally not! juz like 2pm song,again n again,i keep coming back 2 u,but i don't know y?.so from now onwards,we're juz friend,TITIK!!.
end of 1 issue,but there still 1 more issue that bothering me rite now.i don't know wen n y i start missing u.althought u were rite there standing infront of me,i already feels like something so heavy stuck in my heart.y m missing u............y???????

oh.....nasi lemak...

semalam amal ajk kami msk nasi lemak,tingin kata nya,kami pn ok jek,lgpn dh lm xmsk,windu sbnr nya nk msk dapur.dlm kol 3 lbey ktorg g psr changlun,kami bajet tym2 camne fosho la psr dh tutup,tp sml ktorg g psr br buka,hebat..hebat.....
jln2 cr brng,cem bese la,bhn2 yg diperlukan,bajet nk wat smbl sotong,tp tetiba kami nmpk udang kat situ cam menyelerakan jek,grab udang r,beside skilo 14 jek,tp xde la ktorg bantai bl sampai skilo,bl 5 hengget jek,2 pn tuk 5 org makan dh t'lbey.*shopping*.....sume bhn2 dh ad?jom kt blk,tp sblm 2 kn la sggh cavilion dolu,wajib tuh,wlupn juz nk beli tapis kelapa jek,haih..cam2,alng2 kami g amik rantai skali,ari 2 rantai kami putus,anta kedai tuk bela,sbnr nya kami anta sblm cuti,smlm br nk amik,hehe.....
17oo hrs.....
MISI:MEMASAK NASI LEMAK,
VENUE:BILIK JUE
mula la ops ns lemak,msk kat blk jue bez sket coa blk dia bsr skali ganda dr blk ktorg(blk kami plng kecik coz blk sblh tangga),*cooking*.....dlm kol 6,siap la kami memasak,*waiting for break fast*....ALLAHUAKBAR,ALLAHUAKBAR....ha....dh bley buka.bismillah....hari bie bukak pose ngan air laici,fuh...nikmat nya mang xt'kira!!!!walauweh!!!!*eating*............burp...alhamdulillah....dh abis mkn 2,sume dok lepak,nyembang2,b'gurau senda sambil m'dgr lagu raya.lepak pny lepak,alih2 dh nk dkt isya',kalut sume,nk g trawih la konon,alih2 balik bilik,lepak balik.
2 la korg,suruh lagi kami msk ns lemak,alih2 sume tido awal smlm,nyah lagi lah,sampai ari nie xilang lg nagntok nye...haih,2 mjr kami xltk kaskas,klu x,trus korg addic ngan ns lmak kami,muahaha......

WARGHHH...............

huhu....pe la nsb kami,hari neyh mang suey gila.dh la pg td ipod MIA,puas dh kami ngan amal cari 1 umah 2,xde gak.mang kitorg bengong jap,menda 2 kami ltk ats kapet jek,tapi mang langsung xjmp.nk kata selit kat dlm beg mang xde pn.dh la hari neh ktorg dh nk blk kachi,nk xnk,t'paksa la blah cam 2 jek.ktorg pn dh xtaw celah bedah mn lg ktorg nk cari..
2 br 1 prob,ni ad 1 prob lg,notebook kami wat hal,dia xley nk stat,nk xnk,kena la g anta ke kdi,org kdi 2 ckp kena format blk coz ad smtg wrong ngan window,plng cpt pn esk br bely siap,ikut je la...skali td abg kdi 2 kol,dia kata kat drive c mang xde pape file pn,meaning sume nota,ass,video,lagu kami HILANG!!!!!!!t'gamam gak r.tuhan je taw btapa kuciwa nya hati kami neh..sgt2 lemah rs lutut neh.OMG,Y???????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!kami xtaw la bape hari kami bley b'thn tanpa ipod disisiku, menda 2 dh jd cam part of my life.skunk kena susun stratergi,camne nk ayat abg2 n akak2 kami spy dorg bg duit tuk bl ipod br.....TT_TT...

D.A.R.U.R.A.T

Huargh...capek seyh....kol 11 mlm td br sampai umah amal.dh nek bas dr pudu kol 5 lbey,sampai kamunting arnd 9 lbey,tggu amal dtng amik,g mlantak jap kat selera malam,so kol 11 br blk umah.tp smlm mang bez,kami kuar umah(villa sg. bill) kol 10 lbey, nek bas ke kl kol 11,sampai je pudu trus beli tiket ke taiping,kang abis xdpt nk blk plak.dh beli 2,trus nek tren ke kl sentral,MISI:MENCARI ILMU,DESTINASI:MUZIUM NEGARA!!

Mang dh lama kami ngidam nk g muzium sbnr nya,laz skali kami g muzium ms kami umur 5@6 taun kot,ayah ngan ibu bawak, 2 skali je la g muzium pn.alng2 muzium ngr ad wat pameran abt darurat,ni la masa nya tuk tmbh ilmu di dada.sampai je kat muzium,kami trus sms awin,dia kt klu nk g muzium,g arnd kol 1,coz tym 2 dia rehat,so bley la dia jumpa kami,alih2 smpai kami abis pusg 1 muzium pn,xnmpk btng idong dia,org buzy la kt kn...(cdey gak sbnr nya xdpt jmp dia...).blk kpd pmrn td,ad la tnjk scr detail nya tntg darurat yg blaku kat mesia neh,mang byk gak info yg kami dpt,xt’kira seyh.....dh abis tgk psl darurat,kami msk plak dlm galeri pra-sejarah,FYI,kami nie lemas klu gelap,n galeri 2 mang gelap,tmbh plak ngan patung yg ala2 manusia,disertakan ngan bunyik2.mang meremang bulu roma gak r,nk msk sorg2,mang simpang 7 ktrunan r.so kami jln2 la kat luar,nmpk cam ad org msuk jek,kami follow r dr blakang,hehehe.....seram seyh,korg byng kn,galeri 2 besar,pas2 kami jln sorg2,lampu dh la malap,sejuk plak 2 dlm 2,patung yg ad mang cam org,bbrrrr.......

Dlm galeri pra-sej 2 xde menda sgt,pas 2 kami ke galeri strusnya,galeri k’sultanan melayu,mang sume psl sultan n raja2 kat mesia ni kita dpt tahu,kat dlm 2 gak ad singgahsana

cantik kn?pas2 ad gak brng2 nyonya,kami smenjak tgk cite lil’ nyonya,rs mcm nk tahu lbey lg psl budaya dorg,cara hidup dorg,mknn dorg,mang rs nk tahu sgt.tingin nk ad sorg mmbr kturunan baba n nyonya,so tat kami bley tny dia avtg abt their unique ethnic.

korg tgk la,btapa vintage nye kebaya 2,ngan sapu tgn nya,kasut lg,mang teliti gila.pas2,kami jumpa some1 kat dlm muzium 2,nk tahu?kami jmp ngan Hang Tuah,xcaya?nah.....

Ha,kn btl kami ckp,tp mural je la,klu nk jmp Hang Tuah btl,kn tggu madame tussauds wat wax figure dia la.pusg pny pusg,alih2 dh abis sume bnd kat dlm muzium 2 kami usha.hm...skunk br kol 1 lbey,bas kol 5, bnyk ms lg neh,pe lagi, JOM KITA KE TIMES SQUARE!!! MISI:NK BELI T-SHIRT.

Bkn ap,dh bowink plak asyik pakai t-shirt sm.tp klu dh smpi TS,tmpt 1^st yg dituju ofcoz la kdi anty kesygn,usha jap kot2 ad merchandise 2pm br,hm..xde gak.nk beli la mouse pad Big Bang ari 2,ala,dh abis ke!!!cdey nye TT_TT.....xpe la,g tmpt len la,*walking*...hm,SASA,msk la jap,nk usha perfume,*usha*,ala,davidof cool water xde r plak,dh abis,haih....g tmpt len la.*walking*..ha,cd my girl dh ad discount,*grab*...mana vcd smile neh?*searching*,ala,dh abis la plak,Cuma tggl vcd atasinchi no danshi,nk gak tgk cite neh,tp skunk ngan bajet coz td br je bl cd prince of Persia,hm..nex tym la,tggu dia bg discount sampai 19 hengget br bl,*wandering*..lapar r plak,mlantak ns grg seafood kat ats pn bez gak neh,*eating*..burp..alhamdulillah.......pe nk wat lg ek.*thinking*..ALAMAK,DH KOL 4 STENG!!mampos,bas kami kol 5,tp sblm 2 kena g jpnese fud crnvl 2 dl,nk grab smtg 4 nyah n amal.cpt pny psl,kami grab amal choc in marsmallow nie la,

4 nyah kita bg sbekut gamba monyet neh,blok b kn byk monyet,elok sgt la,bley jd haiwan pliharaan.huhu.....

aduz,dh lmbt sgt neh,*running*,fuh..fuh...sempat gak kami kejar bas,klu x,kena la nek bas kol 6,ntah kol bape plak sampai taiping t.skunk lpk kat umah amal coz jumat neh dh nk blk kachi,mls nk blk ari sab2,tkt jem,lgpn 2 kn 1^st dy pose,kena la rehat scukupnya,’ala kulli hal,slamat berpose sume,n jgn lp g solat trawih ek......da.....(kali neh nk ajk chansung n taec yeon trawih skali la,bley suh TOP jd imam,wah..alangkh bahgia nya idop kami..AMIN......)

i h8 myself!!!!!!!!

At laz!!!!!!!!!smpi gak kat umah,huh,penat plak blk kl nie,tp cpt,(er...korg paham x?)kali nie kami nek bas dr simpang,bese la,kena la blk umah midnite luver dulu sblm blk umah,n bese nya klu kami nek bas dr taiping ke kl,will t8 abt 4-5 hrs,tp kl nie dlm ms 3 jam lbey jek dh smpi pudu.nk kt bas 2 bwk laju sgt,xde la plak.hm........nape ek?ntah,kami pn xtaw.kami nek bas kol 8:50,smpi pudu kol 12:10,hm.....awl lg nk blk,pe lg,JOM KITA MERONGGENG!!!!!!Destinasi:TIMES SQR!!!!!uish,xsah dowh klu x g sini,diz is 1 of d place where i cn find everything tat i want.ckp jek nk pe,macam2 ada!!!!
Klu dh wiken ni bese la,org fosho la rame,tp km still bley blah org ramai kat times,dr ramai kat midvalley,ya allah,mid valley mang crowded gila klu wiken,dh ala2 chow kit g2.smpi je kat times,tmpt 1st yg kami 2ju,fosho la kdi anty kesayangan,dh sangap sgt neh nk pegang poster 2pm,laz mnth kami dtng,poster 2 xde lg,hopefully kali nie ad la,AMIN.......smpi je kat kdi,mata kami trus terpandang button gamba nickhun,nyah dh pesan awl2 dh suh belikan apa2 sj yg ad gamba nickhun,*grab*,...*searching*......ha!ad button matsujun!!!!!!!*grab* 2 lg 2,huhu.....*usha*........ha!button 2pm!!*grab*...*searching*hm.....xmpk pn hp accessories 2pm,big bang byk r,bkn xnk beli,tp xnk bazir,yg kami ad neh pn still elok lg,*searching*...ha....mouse pad big bang!!!!hm...nk beli ke x ha???nanti la,hari rabu neh nk dtng lg,kat kdi neh mang kurang sket klu nk beli brng2 big bang o 2pm,klu super junior ke,SHINEE ke,TVXQ ke,blambak!!!!!tp syng,sume 2 kami xmnt,klu ad hp merchandise outsider ke,hiro mizushima ke,nk gak grab,xpn wheesung~feels like insomnia,,oooo........~hehe.......cari pny cari,letih la plak,bek tny anty jek “anty,poster 2pm ad x?” “2pm r?xda la moi,sudah hbs,bln dpn br ad.” APA???BULAN DEPAN???!!!!TIDAK!!!!!!!!!!!! sdh tdk sggup ak mnggu utk sepurnama lagi,ak terlalu merindui kalian semua,mengapa mesti bulan depan!!!!!!!!!!!hanya!!!!!!!!!!!! huh,huh.........sabar ank salehudin,ni nama nya cabaran,ne taw nex mnth bley dpt yg lg cun pny,sbr ek........ cdey rasa,T_T....xpe la,xde rezki.....
Dh byr sume nya,g la jenjalan jap,ala,br kol 1 steng,awl lg,hm......windu plak nk mnm caramel cream,g stabak la,stabak ek,bkn stapak!!!!!hm...xrame org pn,wa........rame gak org tgk wayang,ramai nya couple je kami tgk,dorg 2 ntah tgk wayang ke x dlm hall 2,yela,dh ddk dlm glp,paham2 je la!!!!(aduh,dirty mind plak,gomenneh!),hm.....dh lm xtgk wayang,cit pe bez ek?tingin nk tgk setem,ha,ad cite baru Louis koo,nk tgk la nanti,hm...skunk org sbk nk tgk GI JOE,kami nk tgk ninja assassin,tp kn tggu bln 11,lmbt nye....wah...ad cite mlayu bez la,lembing awang pulang ke dayang,cam menarik jek...ala,bln 10 ke,lmbt lg la......*mlepak kat stabak*...........uik dh kol 2,jln2 lg la,wah!ad Japanese food carnival la!cam bez jek sume,ad biskut 2 comey sgt,siap ad bntk bntg lg,try la rs 1 biskut,uek....masin nya!!hm....rs cam nk bl pn ad,km dh grab seaweed time 2,skali tgk kat cold storage pn bley bl,la..asl xhabak awai2,bek cek p bl kat cold storage ja.chet,buang ms jek,bek kami g kdi cd k’sygn,ne taw ad cite br.*searching*.........aaaa........vcd ori smile dh kuar!!!!!!! Ala,39 hengget la plak,xpe la,hr rabu nie br beli.*searching*.....gokusen 3 special edition!*grab*...*searching*....Nodame Contabile!!!!*grab*...*searching*......crows zero 2!!!!!*grab*...alamak...duit xckp la plak......bley grab 1 jek dulu,haih...lp plak nk cocok,hm...nk amik yg mn 1 neh?..*thinking*.......amik nodame la dl,hr rb neh dtng br amik skali ngan smile,*paying*,hm....rs nya xde pape dah,blk la....lalala.....jom blk umah..........STOP!kami neh nk blk ampang ke nk blk tg malim???*thinking*........blk tg la,windu r kat gem.
Arnd kol 4 steng kami smpi tg,tp kn tggu bas kol 5 steng br ad msk umah,*waiting*........smpi kat umah,ad aiman,nsb bek la adik k’sygn kami neh ad,klu x,xtaw la camne km nk msk umah,kami mn ad kunci umah,hehe....(kunci xde pn menonong jek blk)...msk2 dlm umah,YA ALLAH,NI UMAH ORG KE KANDANG BABI???!!!??? Besepah gila nk mampos!!!xbley jd,kena kemas gak ,penat2 dh xkira,*cleaning*....ha....capek seyh......kol 8 lbey br siap sume nye,rht jap sblm g mnd.mang bad luck tol blk kali neh,dh la astro rosak,umah plak satu hapak makanan pn xde.ye la,spnjg kami xde bkn ad sape duk umah pn,ibu mang dah tetap duk umah awang,2 kami xksh sgt,xjmp lg bgs.haih,mujur la ad magi 2 bungkus,bley la kami ngan aiman nk survive tuk mlm neh,esok nk mkn pe?haih....klu kami taw camni jd nya,bek kami stay kat kachi jek,neh dh la penat,mnyakitkan hati lg, bek kami blk ampg slasa neh,Haih~.....apalah nasib,ak si anak gembala......(xde kena-mengena lgsg..).....lapar nya.......

P.H.U.K.E.T!!!!!

sbnr nya mang dh lm kami ngidam nk g phuket,i wld say it's one of d place tat i want 2 visit b4 i die.and 1 day,dolly ask me"bett,mau x kamu pergi ke phuket?rm376 ja,4h3m,skali ngan transpot n mknn"WHAT....!!!!!(0_0)....sape xnk!!!!ngan laju nya kami mengia kn,bl lagi nk grab peluang cam ni,dh ad dpn mt,sambar je la!!!!!!!
trkh ktorg g 13-16hb aug,mang tym 2 cuti mid-sem,tapi tetiba hari 2 kami rs cam berat hati plak nk g,i dunno y,nk kt xde pitih,ad,tapi mang xbenafsu sgt nk pegi...haih.....(#-#)...sampai la siang td,tym km ngan nyah nk blk kachi(sblm 2 ktorg g lib jap,ad diskusi,nyah g brrw buku,pas 2 ktorg usha pc fair kat dwn MAS,trus nek bas kat pku),kami ngan frust nye taip la msj kat dolly,nk infom dia yg kami xjd g phuket(berat ati gak nk tls msj 2...T_T)...tetiba ad bas benti amik org,n i heard some 1 whistling at me,tp kami ignore je,(khusyuk tls msj la kt kn)tetiba nyah pggl "nyah,2,ad org pggl ko"ha???sape???n bila kami pndg,ABG ENCEM!!!!!!!!kami tny dia g x phuket?dia kt dia g coz kos dia mang wjb g n dia otw nk g amik gamba coz esk dh nk wat grup paspot,bila kami dgr je dia g,pe lg,trus kami delete msj yg nk bg kat dolly 2,trus msj amal,ajk g amik gamba kat changlun,,wuhooooo...!!!!!!abg encem,here i come!!!!!!!!!!
MADE IN THAILAND........

tepeng@taiping????

minna-san,sashiburi ne.......uishk,rasa cam dh 7 kturunan x tls blog,bkn pe,xde ms,byk keja(5 asgmnt+3projek),dh la dateline sume dkt2,ditambh plak ngan virus M,mang cam 2 je la blog kami,berusang2,so,dikesempatan neh,meh la kami mencatatkan sepatah 2 ayat,ceh,cam nk berucap plak....hari 2 gempar UUM,dpt brita kena emrgnc leave 4 a wik coz of H1N1 case,ms dpt brita 2 kami kat blk,ngah lpk2 smbl cr bhn tuk asgmn MFP(killer ppr 4 diz sem!!),tetiba kami dgr bsng2 kat tgga(blk kami sblh tgga,)tgk org duk sbk trn nek,ad yg bwk luggage,eh,asl deme neh???hm...mls nk amik taw,tetiba my midnite luver sent msge(U,UUM stat ct hr nie smpi 2hb,)HA!!!!asl tetiba plak UUM nk bg cuti?sihat kex TNC neh?xkn coz tomek dtg smlm trus nk bg cuti(mlm smlm ad konset diraja kat dwn MAS,siap pggl tomek dtg tuh,eiy,xkesior le kome nk pegi,bg tkt free pn keme pulg kn blk,poor my baby,dia demam,tp still kn g gak coz wajib..)back 2 our topic........oh....ptt la rame sibuk2 nk blk,skali my rumet bg msj,"bet,blk x?eyra blk mlm ni"uish,rumet kami org johor,tapi mang cpt klu bab blk umah neh,hehe....pas2 dgr kata plak kena kosg kn kampus sblm kol 8,GILA!skunk dh 1830hrs,bape jam je.ah,kami wat bodo jek,kengkadang bdk2 suka wat kbr agn yg x btl,ignore jek.tny nyah,dia kt dia dh dpt tkt 2130hrs,xpe la,kami ikut my luver blk,mls r nk blk umah,t mid-sem ngan raya blk lg,bohsan r,bek ikut my midnite luver blk,bley jelajah tpng,tgk abg chantek kat lake garden,jmp ank ikan,kn byk xtvt 2.amal ajk grk esk pg,dia dmm+keta msk bgkl,hr 2 br nk amik.mang kecoh gila la kachi hr 2,k.dayah kt changlun 2 dh bnjr ngan dak2 UUM aje,alor star pn sm.bdk2 yg nk blk qlate tggu bas dr 2100hrs,tp 0200hrs br bas dtg,byng kn la pny lm dorg tggu.

next day.....

kami,amal,jue,nyah n ayong grk nk blk tpng(nyah g jual tkt dia kat org len so tat dia bley blk skali ngan ktorg,tp wat alsn kt abah dia tggu kat zoo tpng,chet,alsn xley pake!)tepat 0930hrs,ktorg pn grk m'nggl kn kachi,tp sblm blk tpng,ktorg kn drop jue kat penang,ha,taw2 la klu dh trn penang neh,kena alert slalu,n xley nk ikut sign board dia coz fosho korg akn sst nye,sm la ngan jue,bl org tny taw x jln nk g jeti,ngan konpem nye dia nganggok,tp bila suh bg direction,hampeh,mjr la tym 2 xjem,klu x,sure lmbt smpi umah,so dlm 1230hrs g2 ktorg smpi tpng,igt nk lunch kat dolly,skali ttp la plak,ala,dh la kami ngah ngidam nk mkn koew teow grg dolly,dia xbk plak,alih2 lunch kat slera malam jek.pas 2 grk g zoo tpng coz parents nyah dh ad kat sn,alng2 dh smpi zoo kn,msk la jap,usha2 bntg,kami mang sk bntg2 neh,suka sgt2....*zoo touring*.............

dh abis 2,kami ngan amal grk blk umah....

2nd day,

hm...xwat ap pn,juz msk2 sket(kami sjk blk kachi neh mang sangap sgt nk msk,skunk pluang dh ad dpn mt,masak le sampai mampos!!),igt nk kuar hr nie,tp penat la plak,beside my boo xbape sihat.

3rd day,

hr nie bgn awal,msk siap2 so tat sume keja siap sblm tgh hr,*cooking*...siap,on9 jap,1300hrs,siap,jap g nk g muzium,huhu,...xsbr rs nya.ngan prasaan yg seronok seperti budak2 yg dpt choki2,kami pn kuar la ngan amal,but 1st ktorg kn g klinik dl,amal xsht,ibu dh bape kali suh g klinik,tp dia degil,tp hr nie ibu paksa gak g,bkn ap,skunk kn org sbk ngan H1N1,kang xpsl2 trk plak skt dia,dh g klinik,skunk kita ke muzium!!!!!!0_0.......muzium buka sparuh je?asal?ala,ad renovation la plak!!!!!TT_TT....dh la kami mang dh lm ngidam nk g muzium,apala nasib ak....tuk ngubat ht yg luka neh,my luver took me to tesco n taiping sentral,ok sket la,dh beli brng2,kami pn dpt la lpkn sket kesedihan yg mlanda ht nie(cuti mid-sem t kami nk g gak muzium negara xkira!!)

4th day.....

pas memasak,g tesco jap bl brng,borg gak r,rambang mata jap dh smpi sn,sume rs nk beli,lgpn esk dh nk blk bl lg nk memborong kar tesco neh(pdhl ad je tesco lat kedah 2,huhu...)esk nye ktorg pn blk la ke kachi,tp x blk be-2 la,nyah,ayong ngan k.amy pn ad,ayong tggu kat jabat poh,nyah dtng umah,k.amy tggu kat stsn bas.tym blk 2 agak jem gak la,org sume nk blk UUM kn,mang sesak seyh,smpi kn isi mnyk 2 kali,stat kat penang lg dh jem,bygkn pnya lth org nk drive.ishk2..sian...smpi kachi,ltk bj,tito.........

meh sini nak citer...

Dh lama rase nya xtls blog.bkn xde cite,blambak,tapi masa yg xde.terlalu byk yg blaku dlm idop kami,esp tym cuti ari 2.spanjang 2 bln stay kat umah,i faced new things av single day.actly,i don't like talk abt it,it juz make me sad and hurting me inside.tapi,slagi kami xluahkn,slagi 2 la prob ni akn stay in my heart n in d end,akan bernanah..so i better let it go slagi kami mampu.

FYI,my mom sakit.she start with high fever,n in d same tym dia kena menopause.so emosi dia mang teramat2 la sng t'ganggu.bila dia dh sembuh dari demam,character n prangai dia b'ubah 100%.dia jadi makin paranoid,bnd2 kecik pn dia akan risau.dia jd was2 on av single things.dia akan repeat d same thing sampai la dia rs puas hati.dia akan act mcm bdk2,n dia akan tny benda yg simple n stupid kat kita cam klu dia rs lpr,dia akn tny kami dulu,"bley ke ibu mkn?",n klu nk mandi plak,dia akan tny"ibu rs cam nk mnd la,bley x ibu mnd?",(i'm a short temper person,n sume Q 2 was soooo annoying.).lg 1 prangai dia,dia nk sume anak2 dia be with her 24/7.ofcoz la xleh,msng2 ad keja sndr.n penah dia wat prgi,dia halang awin ngan mat dari g keja.klu kami gtaw mesti korg xcaya,but dia penah cekak leher awin so that awin xleh g keja,sian akak ak.dh lm dh ibu skt,agk2 dlm 8 bulan la(msk hari nie),so 4 d 1st 6 mnth yg dia skt 2,my bro n sis yg jg dia.n bila kami stat cuti sem lps,i rushed home once i finish my last final paper.lg 1 prgi ibu neh,bila dtng "angin" dia,dia akn jd hyperactive.ms 2 dia mang kuat ngalah kn masked rider.korg bygkn,ibu kami 2 kurus je(cam sharifah amani)tapi dia bley genggam tgn kami sampai lebam,n klu kami peluk dia,dia bley bolos,imagine that.n bila energy dia dh abis or klu dia dh mkn ubt,baru la dia sedar n bdn dia akn lemah gile.so klu kami makin hamun dia tym dia hyper 2 pn dia xkn sedar,dia jd cam terminator taw,bdn dia b'grk n dia sgt kuat,but not her feelings.lg 1 yg b'ubah is,dia jd syng kat duit,syng yg gila2 pny.xyah ckp la bape kali kami gaduh ngan dia.n penah smpi 1 thp where kami mang dh geram thp cromok,kami pukul dia.tapi tuhan je la yg taw how much i regret abt it.kami taw kami byk sgt dosa ngan ibu.bkn kami xpenah nk cuba syng kat ibu,i tried,but still,i can't.i can't suddenly love someone who i hate since i'm a little kid.
kami xtaw dimanakah posisi kami in ur heart,or maybe i never exist.people said tat a baby will choose his or her parents before she or he was born.if this is true,i will qstn myself back then,"y did i choose u?"ntah lah ibu,i'm not like ur other daughters or sons,all of them r so clever,but not me,klu nk cite hal dulu,1001 mlm pn xabis.i bet,ibu mesti penah nyesal 4 having me dulu kn?i don't know,i'm juz guessing.
di kesempatan ni,slagi kami masih mampu meluahkan prasaan kami,i juz wanna say that i'm so sorry atas sgala yg pernah kami buat kat ibu,either kami sedar or not.halalkan makan minum kami,tnx 4 sudi melahirkan kan kami.kami pernah berjanji 1 masa dulu yg kami xkn nangis dah slps ayah m'nggal.but i break d promise masa cuti hari 2,i cry 4 u,i don't know y,kami cuba tahan,but i can't.klu ibu benci lagi kami after what i had done 2 u,go ahead.i understand,i'll try 2 keep myself away from u as long as i can.cuma jgn la ibu benci dkt ain,she's my baby sister,n i love her with all my heart.again,kami mntk maaf ngan ibu.klu kami xsmpt nk jmp ibu,atleast i've mention it here.lastly,thank you.

Mommy....

mggu ni adlh mggu yg plg cemas spanjang kami becuti nie,my mom msk hsptl sbb epilepsy,dia jth n cut her forehead,kena dlm 2@3 jhtn.mula2 bwk g hos.tg malim,den kna refer plak ke hos.slim river,smpi kat sn,doc suh refe skali lagi ke hos.ipoh coz nk scan kpl dia,takut ad internal bleeeding,smpi ipoh n after scan,doc suh refer blk ke hos.slim river,kat sn,ibu kena tahan for 3 days,n it's my responsibility 2 take care of her,so kami pn b'kmpg la jap kat hospital.boring 2 xyah nk ckp la,kami rasa abis 1 hos 2 kami dh round,dh mcm2 org kami jumpa.ad skali 2 kami jln2 tgh mlm,boring sgt pnya psl,skali lalu wad kanak2,msk jap,saje jek nk usha bdk2 yg ad dlm wad 2(cam jaga la plak,rnd2 hos,hehe...)skali kami nmpk ad sorg baby nie dia kena demam campak,sian sgt,kecik2 lg dh skt,tym 2 ibu dia ngah tido kat sblh,nmpk raut keletihan pada wajah ibu dia,pas 2 mata dia bgkak,mesti dia br pas nangis,sian ibu dia,kami rasa masa kami msk hospital tym kami kecik dulu pn,mesti ibu pn cam 2 kn,(insaf skejap....),dh 2 kami jenjalan nk g blk wad ibu,skali kami nmpk ad org nk bersalin,tgk cam seksa gila pmpn 2 nk tggung kesakitan,suami ngan family dia tggu kat luar optn room, kami rasa ank sulong kot,coz kami t'dgr bapak laki 2 kata "sbar,mula2 besalin mang cam 2,kamu doa je byk2"....muka suami pmpn 2 mang pucat nk mampos,cam dia plak nak besalin,kami tggl kan dorg n trus berjln ke kafe(bkn td kami nk blk wad ibu ke?tetiba slp plak..hehe...)kat kafe dh xde pe yg bley dimakan,mkn beger je la,(tetiba plak tringat beger abg plakon kachi mall...),*makan*........burpp....alhamdllh....truskan perjalanan ke wad ibu,smpi sn,ad doc ngah cek ibu,(ms 2 kol 1 pg,n 1 more thing,sume doc yg b'tugas kat wad ibu nie adlh lelaki n sume nye chinese....hehe....)sembg2 jap ngan doc,tny2 itu,tny ini,tup2 dah kol 3 pg,doc 2 nk blh da,coz syif dia dh abis,xpe la,kami pn tido le...*sleeping*zzzzz..........
d nex day,doc dtg cek ibu kol 8 pg,(doc yg sm kami nyembang smlm)cek pny cek,dia kat ibu dh bley kua,alhmdllh.....trus kami kol awang suh amik ibu....slama 3 hari kami kat hospital,it teach me a lot abt a mother's love..kita xbley nk petikaikan ksh syg mereka,w/pn pd zahir nya dorg x tnjk,tapi secara batin nya,kasih syg dorg 2 t'amat la besar...so from now on, i'll try my bez 2 luv u mom.....thanks 4 everything.......

SCREEAMM!!!!

i love meee.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

korg xtaw betapa happy nye kami minggu neh..hehe......nak taw ke??ok,here's d story.....

laz wik,kami kuar ngan nyah n Nad g times n BB plaza (as usual la,1 of my fav spot)bila dah ad kat sana pe lagi kan,SHOPPING!!! bought several t-shirt,(d only thing that im comfy in) and some dvd set (hotaru ni hikari,attention please,mei chan butler's a.k.a the duke,le robe de marie de cieux),but that's not the main thing,now come the exciting part.maybe some of you guys now about a tiny lil' shop in times that sell korean artis stuff?i went there and i was like a kid in a candy store!!!i couldn't help myself with so many BIG BANG stuff surounding me.kami mang dah rambang mata seh,xtaw nk beli ap,klu ikut nafsu singa laut kami neh,mang kami grab jek sume yg ad kat situ...errr...let me scream a lil'.can la ek?...WAAAAAAAAA........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fuh....i'm gud (^_^).

so fo d beginnig,i bought 3 hp deco (arashi,matsujun n BIG BANG!),2 BIG BANG poster(gila,poster paling murah pn 10 hengget,tapi baloi r,import nye),1 BIG BANG BIG SHOW CONCERT bag (beg plastic bese jek,tapi harga nya 22 hengget,tapi baloi r,mang ori nye),1 matsujun button (wajib tuh.....),pe lagi ek????hm...rasa nye 2 jek.tapi 2 xcukup lagi,masih byk lagi brng BIG BANG yang kami nk grab,album dorg pn xbeli lagi,tapi kan,album dorg lg mahal dari album rain,klu rain album dia 50 hengget,tapi BIG BANG nyer album 70 hengget,2 tuk 1 album dorg dh kuar 3 korean mini album,1 japan mini album (number 1 ),1 dvd global warming consert,1 dvd BIG SHOW concert 2009.ha...korang bayangkan la bape juta agi kami nak kena kaut klu nk beli sume 2,t bln 6 dorg nk kuar album baru japan release plak.aduss....pening seh..tiap2 ari pike mane nk cekau duit nk beli sume 2,nk mintak kat abg2 kami?mau kami jadi maid dorg setahun baru dorg nk beli kan.haih......feels like insomnia...uhuuu...feels like insomnia....w/lu pape pn,i'll do anything fo it,i won't let my luv down,hwaiting!! ganbate!!!! ahhh.....top...everything i do,i did it 4 u.....

Hari Ibu

hari ibu dtng lagi!so sebagai anak yg baik(hehe......)semestinya lah kita akan clbr8,rite?FYI,ni 1st time kami smbt mothers day,y?i have my own reason..so,don't ask,k!so....hari sabtu ari 2 kami g pekan,igt kn nak beli coffee cake,tapi igt plak ibu dh xbley mkn coffee,so kami beli la yg biasa nye.otw nk blk 2,nk dijadikan cite,kami jth dlm bas,adus....sakit seyh.....bengkak2 gak r bdn,lebam sblh tgn kami,tapi 2 sume xmenghalang kami utk clbr8 mothers day.sampe umah,ibu xnmpk kek yg kami bwk,sorok kat luar dulu.masa 2 ibu,gem ngan opah nak pegi kenduri kawen adik mazidul,so time ni lah nk smpn kek dlm fridge.tggu ibu balik,*waiting*1/2hrs l8r,ibu balik.kami wat bodo jek,coz nk tggu andak balik,nk clbr8 2gtr.......sekali lagi bad thing happen,masa 2 ibu g main ngan bunga kat luar,gem xtgk tv sesame ngan kami(coz balik dari kndri td dia beria suh tukar cartoon),pelik..??sekali gem dtg,aik..asal ada krim kat pipi gem neh???GEM!!!!!!!!!!! aduss...dia curi2 mkn kek 2,panas seh.!!!sekali kami cek,icing atas kek 2 dh licin.!bagus pny adik..sekali andak balik....*makan* igt nk smbt pas mkn,skali ibu dh tido plak,.haih...tggu esok je la...

esok nye,ibu kejut kami,katanya opah mntk tolg kami msk kan nasi lemak,adus...br kol 8,nantok lagi neh...dh la ngah sejuk tahap gaban(bese la,umah tepi sg la katakan)nak xnk kena bgn,kang klu opah dtg,kami xbgn lagi,siap la kena ceramah al-kuliyyah free.*masak*dh siap 2,ktorg pn bekpas la sesame,(hm..i think this is d rite time!)sekali ibu tido balik!(FYI,ibu xbape sihat....)haih....sekali.."assalamualaikum"...ha..opah dh dtg,mujur nasi dh masak.opah dtg bwk ayam golek..fuhhh...bau dia sedap nak mampos!tapi ibu xmkn ayam,so ktorg la tukang ngabis kan nyek!sekali andak dh balik,dia kena g opis kt nya....so tatz left only me n gem,pas je opah blk,trus kami bwk kuar kek,smbt lah kami 3 anak branak..hehe.... 2 la kngan 1st tym smbt mthrs day,i hope 4 ibu pny upcoming buzday,ktorg adik-beradik bley gather n gave her d most unforgettable birthday ever......lastly,ibu,we love you,we always do....

Sweet Couple

hari 2 kami ngemas umah,dh lama xblk la kt kn,masa kami xde pn ibu ngan gem bkn duk Sg Bill.dorg duk umah awang,kengkadang g johor.so..mang letih gila la ngemas,umah besar 2(bagi kami my house dh cukup besar coz kami suka umah yg kecik2 jek,cam umah org jepun 2,comey!)tgh2 ngemas 2 kami ternampak la pic2 lama,gamba masa ayah grad,masa ibu ngan ayah kawen,tym kami kecik,mang sume ad.i miz all d swit mmnts.ad 1 pic 2 ibu ngan ayah g dating,fuh...org dolu2 g dating kat zoo jek,hehe,cb suh dak2 zmn skunk g zoo,nk deme?huh,xkesior nye..mang swit sgt ibu dlm pic 2,

ni plak pic masa ayah grad,ayah pny graduation ceremony was d 1st UKM convocation.huhu..bangga seh...ad dlm 1 pic rerame 2,ayh pake shade,huhu...avatar 2 ...tapi smpt nk upld pic 2....

gledah pny gledah,jmp lg pic aiman masa umor dia 3 taun,tersangat2 la comey nye....sampe skunk pn encem adik kesayangan ku itu..huhu....

gamba pake bj merah 2 tym ktorg otw nk blk terengganu dari temerloh(my dad hometown),yang ngah cangkung 2 kat Indonesia(tym 2 cm ibu,ayah ngan aiman je pegi,kami xpegi coz tym 2 kami skul,amik ko,sminggu ayah pegi,sminggu 2 la kami demam,bila ayah blk jek,bek trus demam tuh,huhu..2 la 1st tym merasai demam windu,huhu....)

byk lg pic lm,tapi xkn la kami nk upld sume pic dlm album kot kn?haih..sedar xsdr,dh besar rupa nya ank salehudin neh,dh bleh kawen neh,hehe..("abg encem",i want nobody,nobody but you.....) id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5332993887803179362" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 222px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgSaqcAXLYmWrVM28CmpJCD55M8LuqLwNbAJng9LDFwQCSihdbPEikIGqlWA8taQkIxjLiQZfsaLTcG2EooAIgncIiaRgi8XyN6V3WtGdjUtn-Ux7ghWVywqgy4nG-3qOOoFLxxKh_jQvqn/s320/nii01.jpg" border="0">

Umah or rumah....

ahh......so nice 2 b home,home sweet home...hm....well,dh nama nye duk umah,fosho la rehat smedang.hehe...ari 2 beria nk keja,nk cr pendapatan la konon,but i can't.ibu xbape sihat,so s a daughter,kami kena la jaga ibu.xdpt cari duit lbey pn xpe la(actly duit 2 kami nk beli psp,huhu....)pe lagi,qada la mtv ngan channel v yang kami tertinggal 2,byg kn,celi mata kol 6 pagi,pas smayang jek trus tgk mtv sampe la nk tido,huhu..gila kn!?!?well,tatz me,mang xkn muak la klu korg suh kami tgk mtv 24/7 pn.hm...awang ngan k.erma g sabah,hny mun kot,asal la dorg xajk kami ek?mana la taw bley jmp ngan "abg encem" ke,tapi "abg encem" duk kat sandakan...hm....tp duk umah mang tenang gila...celik jek mata dengar bunyik sungai,mana xnye,dpn umah jek...xde bsng2 cam kat bndr,dgr bny burg berkicauan,ad tupai,cam2 lg la.mang tenang tahap karma la..haih...sbnr nye xde ide nk tls pe.k la,out dolu..sok lusa klu ad hal yg ajaib,kot2 la BIG BANG dtg umah ke,Matsujun tmpg tido kat Sg Bill ke,km update la ek..da.....oh yek..ahd neh nk g times sqr,nk cr poster BIG BANG ngan FT Island(ni nyah yg mintk,kang klu xamik pstr ank ikn neh,mau majuk 1000 tahun,fuhhh...takut seh..)hopefully ad la..DA......

ADD/DROP

aduss....bebulu seyh add/drop kali neh...cam *toooooooot* jek!!! ktorg trn mall kol 11:36pm,tym 2 mang dh rame r org.mk ck rock 2 dh gatw dah,xkn dpt nyeh msk portal.xpe la.ktorg tggu la sampe kol 12.

2400hrs....

ha...dh leh add neh,try la on9,aduss....xdpt cnct plak,try lg la,*on9....* adus,xleyh gak.mls plak nk tggu,kang tmbh bebulu plak kat bdn kami tggu nate neh.ajk nyah nek ats dl,pns plak,nk mnd sat bg hlng pns bdn.*mandi*......ha....segarnya,sesegar teh yg dipetik trus dr ldng......hm....nk wat pe ek smntr nk tggu kol 4(nyah ajk trun blk kol 4,kenkonon nyh tym 2 org xrame,ad la snr hrpn sket nk add),..hm....*thinking*....Ha! kn kami br d/ld cite Antique?tgk bez gak neh(pdhl rncg nk tgk ftr xm MWH),huhu....*watching*.............hua.....bez r cite neh,sun woo mang pastieres(btl ke kmi eja?) yg skillful nk mampos.!!!nice sgt cite dia,sweetest gay couple i evr saw in my wholelife!!seyes...pe diorg wat??ha..yg 2 korg kena tgk sndr,kang klu kami cite detail kat sini xpsl2 plak org igt neh blog gay.(*0*)...tapi syng nye kami lp nk d/ld laz part,adus...xsng ddk klu xtgk abis cite bez neh!ost cite neh Love Is..(Ft Island),grup ank ikan kesayangan nyah,elok bebenor la 2,ank ikan nyanyi tuk cite gay,huhu,PERFECT 4 U NYAH!!!!

uish....dah kol 4,nyah jom trun!!!sesampainya kami di mall,kelihatan sudah tidak ramai makhluk yg ad,tapi prob nye,stil xleh nk msk portal,tapi bley jek on9 cam bese,g*****g tol la....alng2 neh d/ld trus r laz part antique.*download*.......smntr 2 try gak kot2 la bley msk,hampeh,xleh gak.adus....sbr je lah...abes jek d/ld,trus kami ngan nyah nek,mls r nk tggu.sampai blik,tgk laz part antique, trus tido...zzzzzzz.........

2009.04.19(1035hrs..)

ngah sdp2 tido tuh terjaga plak..hm....skali junaidah ngan suara selembut sutera nya berkata,"bet,dh bleh add,ak br add td",sprti terkena panahan asmara,kami ngan bergegas nyeh trus bgn,g tnds dl,(prkr wajib la ftr bgn tido kn),tgk nyah pn dah bgn,trus g lab(ngan xmnd lg,tp dh bsh muka la..)..*adding*....la...asal xleyh nk add neh...dh bape kali kami type code dia,asyik2 kos xwjd,biaq betoi UUM neh????skali jue dtg,"korg kena taip G kat dpn kod ppr colgis" ekeleh,longkang tol lah,neh org yg wat code neh mesti die hard fan GDragon neh.macam2!*adding*.......ha....dh setel pn!tp xsume yg kami nk dpt,nk add cct,klas dh full,igt nk amik japanese,hampeh,klas dh full gak,senior grab dulu...IB plak tggl klas ptg,IK,hu..xnk....t pyh nk blk seyh...klu kami taw byk lg klas klu add pepagi buta neh,xde la kami bersengkang mata trn mall mlm tadi.xpe,2 sume pnglamn.huargh...nantok la plak,esk da la xm MWH,paper kesayangan junaidah.g bc buku la, kt nk dpt dean list kn.AMIN!!!!!!

wa......tingin nk g konset LEE HOM!!!!!!!!!hua tian li fan le chuo,shuo hao~~~ po xiao qian wang diao...huhu........

TOP OPPA,UHIBBUKKA!!!!

Weekend at Johor..

Well, here I am…..spending my study week at my bro’s home in johor. Most of my friend thought tat I’ll be having fun here, but actly I’m not. FYI, my mum is not feeling well, what’s her disease, I can’t really say it. Kind of mystery, sort of, so I’ll take good care of her until I go back 2 UUM. Well, it’s one of my responsibilities as a daughter, and I’ll never regret it.
Hah! enuf wit tat, nw I’ll tell u guys about my journey. I took a train from alor star with Trexx on 10th april, she stop at Rawang coz her parents all ready waiting 4 her there, well I continue my trip until the last station,kl central. It was 6:00am, still early as the 1st train 2 johor is on 08:30am.hm……wat 2 do? well, I rest in the surau first, 15 minutes l8r,I did my subuh prayer.well,still early dowh,hm……..i think I’ll go and take my brakefast,hm…….it’s only Mc’D that open, ok la…..ala,I smell coffee once I enter Mc’D, well, I’m a coffee hater, and that really turn off my appetite. So I juz walk away, hm…..i think i’ll wait at the ticket counter, omg, there’s all ready a lot of people there, each with their own journey, but there’s a problem, it’s going offline! Ala……we had 2 wait 4 abt ½ hour before we can purchase our ticket, haih….waiting…………….. 30 MINUTES LATER………. Still no progress, so they have 2 do it manually, well, juz do anything so that I can get myself 2 JB…..ok, got the ticket, It’s 07:30am, still got an hour b4 departure, hm….waiting………..
“ladies and gentlemen, train number 5 heading to Singapore on 8:30am is now available on platform no 2, thank you”
Ahah! That’s my train..better get on it now…….train is moving now…….well, not much stuff can be done in a train, so I’ll just stay in my place and watch movies( they got a flat screen it the train,sweet heyh!)train moving, it pass negeri Sembilan, Malacca, and lastly I arrived in jb at 2:30, call my bro…..wait 4 him to come and pick me, arrived home, take a bath, and I went straight to my bed, capek seyh…….sleeping…………………………………………………….omg, it’s 9 olredi! Gila,sah2 kami penat tahap gaban....huargh…ngantok lagi sbnr nye neh..mlantak sat,nyum…….burp…Alhamdulillah, jom smbg tido!!!!!!!
Well,nhtg unusuall happen on day 2,same gak,duk umah,neh mang rehat nak mampos r, bkn ap, I juz nid a really gud rest and prepare myself 4 d upcoming final.ad la baca FP sket2,(2 pn xsampe 10minit),d rest,tgk tv,qada blk MTV yg kami tinggal selama neh. (oh my darling Utt, u still look sexy…aaahhh…….)hehe…..sorry 4 tat “I’m so sorry, but I love you it’s a lie”(big bang-lies). Mlm 2 mat mntk tlng g beli beger, ala,dkt je beger stall ngan umah kami, blakang umah jek.beger dia ad mcm2 plhn, ad beger black pepper,honey,cheese, madu 3 pn ad!huhu…..dh beli2 sume,kami pn blk la,igt nk ikut shortcut jek,kami pn jln la smbl mendengar lagu KAT-TUN,RESCUE,”I don’t wanna cry alone, help me out searh my life, pliz take me back home”hm…sdp plak sore akanishi jin neh..suddenlly,there were shadows of 3 huge and scary creatures waiting and looking fierce rite into me, tapi kami bley plak xpasan coz ngah khusyuk dgr lagu KAT-TUN. Tetiba kami dgr benda 2 menyalak,OMG,besar nye anjg!!!! Gila seyh,dorg kejar kami! Xkn la kami nk stay g kat ci2 smbl men ba2 seremban kan?LARI LA!!!!!korg byg kn,anjg 2 tggi dia sama paras ngan pinggang kami.mang blari xckp tanah la, ad sekor 2 hampir nak gigir baju kami tapi xdpt(neh la guna nya excersice slalu kat kachi..huhu….excersice ke????) lari punya lari,anjg 2 dh hlng pn,ffuuuhhh…..terpaksa la kami ikut jaln jauh,haih…..pyh gak kalu kwsn byk anjg neh,dh la besar2 sume nye,2 klu dowg dpt gigit kami td, sah2 kurus, slim ngalah kan Nicole scherzinger.haha!!kami pn terus kn la perjalanan menuju ke teratak kekanda ku,huhu…..jln pny jln skali,G*****G! anjg2 2 tggu kami kat smpg dkt ngan umah kami,adus,dah cam samseng kampong talang la plak,ala,camne nak blk neh??ishk,ishk….skali ad sekor anjg selang 2 buah dari umah kami nyalak,kami xtaw la pe dia ckp ngan anjg 3 eko 2,tp pas dia nyalak tuh,anjg2 2 pn blah,mana xnye,anjg dkt umah kami 2 jenis anjg yg polis guna 2,besar tuh….mgkn la dia gtaw kat anjg2 3 ekor jgn kaco ahmoi chantek neh,ahakz!hehe…….pas 2 pe lg,kami trus belari blk umah,sampe umah,mat tny “asal lmbt?” kami ckp la kena kejar ngan anjg,bley plak dia bg nsht ala fadhilah Kamsah,”2 la,nex tym bwk la kayu ke, ap ke” ye kan je la,dh mkn2 tuh, tgk2 tv jap, pas 2 masuk tido,capek seyh kena kejar ngan anjg.zzzzz…………..
Next day……
Pagi neh kami g beli ns lemak kat area2 tmn neh gak,ns lemak dia sdp, Cuma sambal dia pedas sket, tgh2 km jln tuh,baru kami pasan,ad 2 perkara yg unik kat tempat neh. 1st,klu korg jln2 pagi2, korg akan nmpk ramai warga emas berjoging.mak cik2, nenek2 mang rajin berjoging, siap pake tracksuit,running shoes,sume complete.patut la org kat sini sihat2 belaka,pas 2 dorg rajin menegur org,ramah sgt. Tapi klu korg rs nk cuci mata, korg g la tmn ke jenjalan ptng2,nmpk la anak2 muda berjoging plak,hehe……. 2nd,kat sini dorg suka bela anjg ngan kucing,kucg dorg, Ya Allah,chomey nk mampos!!!!!! Plak 2, bkn kucing bodo2 dibelanya, kucing parsi,British Longhair, mix Siamese, cam2 lg la.bulu kucing neh,xyah cite la,lembut,bersih,wangi,gebu sesangat.mang bersih gila la dorg bela.kutu ofcoz la xde,telinga dorg bersih jek…lg 1,dorg bley jek lepas kucing2 neh men2 kat tgh jln,ishk,klu ikut nafsu tapir kami neh, dh lama kami culik kucg2 neh bwk blk Sg.Bill,adus…ARGHHHH,NAK KUCING!!!!!!!(kucg kami yg tgl kat umah 2 sami jek,yg len dah kiok,yg sekor 2 pn megol2 dah.)
Well, 2 la rutin ank salehudin kat sini.bila nk balik kachi?entah la,tiket xbeli lg.(dari pagi tadi sampe skunk, dh dkt 10x MTV pasg lg baru se7en neh,cuba la psng lg Big Bang ke, Arashi ke,kn sdp sket,suka la nyah tuh…)hm…..rasanya xde papa dh kami nk membebel kat sini,sok2 klu ad cite aneh lagi hairan,kami tulis la lg ek,skunk kami nk abis kn tgk I Am Sam.huhu…da……
TOP OPPA! MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA!!!!!!

FINALLY...!!!!!!!!

finally......

akhirnya...........

setelah berakhirnya konvo semalam...

maka berakhir lah kepenatan dan ke"capek"an kami selama ini...

fuh.....

kejanya melalak jek...

tapi letihnya...astaga....mengalahkan otomen yang kena selamatkan tokyo dari serangan alien2 yg ntah dtg dari planet mana..

skunk baru kami faham perasaan seseorg artis i2 bila segala penat lelah dorg masa rehearsal tebayar time sume audience tepuk ngan gemuruh once dorg abis perform(huhu.....bangga siot..!!!hnsss..hnsss(*0*)..)

grup kami perform 4 sesi 4,5 &6.sempat gak r tgk senior2 INTAFF grad...bez2....ngah2 bangga 2..tetiba kami terpike,sempat ke kami grad?sape yg dtg masa kami grad nanti?pas 2 ternampak sorg senior neh siap dtg ngan suami n anak tercinta lg,yg len cam bese la,dtg ngan family,ad gak yg dtg ngan couple,cam2 kerenah la,xsbr plak nk grad...hehe.(^_^)...

sepanjang konvo 2 ktorg nyanyi medley fantasia bulan madu n isabella,medley lagu words,season in d sun n i'll b there,malam,l condor passa n u raise me up....mang enjoy banget..masa sesi last 2,ktorg encore malam,time 2 bkn takat ktorg,dak2 okestra,gamelan,cak lempong,angklong,brass band sume2 la,beramai2 menari mengikut rentak lagu..huhu...enjoy seh.....

cam bese la,klu dh abis mesti la snap2 kn?? huhu....wajib tuh........so......SNAP!

and thats how everything end,now i can lay on my comfortable bed and have a good rest...zzzzz.....alamak! prospektus nye date line mggu neh!!!!! siot! ngamuk k.feddy ngan kami nanty,..ala....xbley rehat lagi..haih......capek nya......i want my twinberry ch-ch-ch-cheesecake....hm....xpn orgnye lg bez,..ahakz!(^_^)..huhu....top oppa!!!!chan rak turr....!!!

lolli-lolli-lollipop come to me sweetly

lolli-lolli-lollipop whisper to me

lolli-lolli-lollipop come to me refreshingly

lolli-lolli-lollipop you want me now

lolli-lolli-lollipop boy ur my lollipop

lolli-lolli-lollipop OH lollipop-pop!!

TANJOUBI OMEDETO!!!!!!

Happy buzday 2 u....

Happy Buzday 2 u....

Happy Buzday To My Soul.....

Happy Buzday 2 U....

aritu,kami, amal, jue n mas dh bekomplot tuk sambut bezday nyah,actually bezdy dia 16hb march,but due 2 byk keja yg nak perlu disiap kn,terpaksa la postpone ke aritu.

ktorg wat kat tmpt rehat sblh blok E,igt nk wat kat tmpt rehat blok D,tp dh mlm,gelap siot,meremang bulu roma...

2245hrs......

amal n jue baru abis klas HE,kami ad kat bilik jue ngan nyah,sekali nyah siap2,kami pelik gak,tgh2 mlm2 neh bersiap beria nk g ne?? "ak nk g JPMK jap nyah,nak amik info tok prospektus" oh....tggl la kami kat dl blk.skali jue kol "beckt,amal suh g blk dia nk prepare 4 nyah nye seprais" dgn kuasa flash man nye kami pn bergegas la ke blk amal.sesampai kat sn,tggu mas dtg,ktorg pn trn ke tmpt yg dijanjikan.

ala...basah la plak krusi neh,yela,ptg td rain lebat nk mampos,ala,pe susah,lapik je la ngan paper.arrange sume barg,skunk nk tggu belated buzdy gurl dtg jek.waiting...............rasa la kacg neh 1,waiting.............cam sdp plak cekelat mangga neh,rasa 1 la,waiting.........................ala...mana nyah neh,mas dh kol jue byk kali,diorg lmbt pn coz nk tggu k.Feddy dtg.waiting........

huish,nk dkt kol 1 pg dh neh,dh la sok klas Dr kesayangan( coz ad leng chai (#^_^#))......skali phone mas bebunyik ~~lucky i'm in love with my best friend.~~ ha,jue kata diorg dh otw,huhu....get redi.....alamak,kantoi!!!! nyah dh nmpk!! pas2 wat2 malu kucheng plak,chet,nyampah kami,huhu....

tuk bezdy nyah ktorg wat spesel sket,ad extra eggtart,huhu......tiup lilin smbl diringi lagu se7en-la la la,SNAP!!

ha,cam 2 la alkisah nya bezday nyah kali neh,huha2 sampe kol 2,blk bilek,smbg keja tuk hari pemahsyuran sampe kol 4,as a result,ponteng klas Dr. ari neh (T_T),leng chai.........huhu....xpe la,TOP oppa kn ad.....kn? btl3x.......(^_^)