I,MY,ME,MINE

i need someone or a place to let out every single thing i have in my heart and mind right now without being judge by the other person.

frankly speaking,i dont think my bff is the one for me right now because.......we are so drift apart lately.okay,i didn't blame her,no i'm not,it just that,things start to change.

i'm sick of being undercover all the time,i want to come out as the real me but i cant because i need to take care of the people around me.sometimes they get mock or being scolded just because i'm being myself.well,imagine if i turn to the "real" me,can you think how bad the society will mock them?

but seriously,the me that you guys know right now is no the full "me".curious?haha..don't be,what am saying is can you guys really handle the real me?

i have my own world,my own music,my own loves and my own ways of showing to the world that this is me.but i can't because of my family's background..ppfffhh..pathethic.

sometimes i wonder,why cant people be as open as i am?why do you need to judge people?are you that perfect?just because they are acting as their ownself which is totally different from you then you judge them?saying that they are crazy?pffhh....im sick and tired of all of it.tired of everything,tired of hiding behind this mask.

no matter how i look from the outside,but deep inside,im still the same person,still the little girl that loves her father so much,still the daughter who will do anything for her family,still the big sister who treasure her baby brother and baby girl more than anything else.still the little sister that respect the elders.still the friends that will lend you her shoulder...

i didn't ask for anything else,just i want you guys to accept me and dont judge me for being myself and not the kind of person that you want me to be.and to my bff,if you're reading this post,i want you THANK YOU for all the things that you have done to me,i may never repay you,and when i told you that I LOVE YOU,believe me,i love you with all my heart and soul.

to my friends,thanks for being with me all the time.my family,you guys are the one that responsible in creating the real me..

to my lovely bf,thanks for accepting me of who i am,you've taught me a lot and dont worry baby,i love you effin' much too..and last but not lease,my scandal gf.....saranghaeyo,sarangaheyo~~~~just DGAF on what others say about us,they're just jealous of us...well,HATER GONNA HATE...*merong*..

K-POP NAME.

SPELL YOUR NAME WITH KPOP

I-I Don't Understand (Big Bang)

N-Next Day (Big Bang)

T-Tonight (Big Bang)

A- Always (Big Bang)

N- Number 1 (Big Bang)



N- No other (Super Junior)

O-Obsession (GD)

R- Remember (Big Bang)



F- Fila (Big Bang)

A-Angel (Teen Top)

T- Tell Me Goodbye (Big Bang)

M- My Heaven ( Big Bang)

A- A Fool's Only Tears (Big Bang)

H- Haru Haru (Big Bang)


hahaha....most of them are Big bang's songs....well,can't blame me for being a hardcore VIP,aite.. *wink*..

K-POP POST.

What/Who got you into kpop?

SG Wannabe,

saw their video with Dennis Oh as the star,then i became stan for Big Bang until whenever.

Favourite boy group?

Big Bang,Mblaq

Favourite girl group?

2NE1

Favourite idol group overall?

Big Bang

Other groups you love?

BEAST,MBLAQ, Oneway,2Ne1,Kara,TVXQ,CN Blue

Rank your favourites from each of your stated groups above?

Big Bang: TOP,Seungri,GD,Daesung,taeyang

2NE1: Bom,CL,Minzy,Dara

BEAST: Dongwoon,Doojoon,Gikwang,Yoseob,Hyunseung,Joker

MBLAQ: Lee Joon,G.O,Thunder,Seu

Oneway: Young Sky, Peter, Chance

Kara: Gyuri,Nicole,Goo hara,Jiyoung,

TVXQ: Yunho, Changmin

Favourite pairings from each of your stated groups?

Big Bang: TopRi, GDYB, GRi, DaeRi, Sundae, GDae

2NE1: Park Sisters, Chaera, Bominzy

Mblaq:JoonMir.

Favourite idol group pairings?

21Bang.

MBleast.

Favourite solo female singer?

G.NA,IU,Gummy

Favourite solo male singer?

Rain,K.Will,Jay Park,Wheesung

Favourite idol overall?

Big Bang...^O^

Favourite songs right now?

Tonight/CAFE/Thank You&you/What is right/Somebody To Love/Hands Up- Big Bang

Why (Keep Your Head Down)/Before You Go - TVXQ

Again- Mblaq

Angel- Teen Top

Jikkam-CN Blue

Favourite fanclub?

VIP!!

Favourite entertainment company?

YG family!!

Loved a group your not into anymore?

2PM

First kpop song ever?

Bahramman Bahramman-SG Wannabe

First kpop music video ever?

Bahramman Bahramman-SG Wannabe

First kpop love (group/solo)?

Big Bang

First variety show (and with who)?

Family Outing with Daesung & G-Dragon

Group you could never get into no matter how much you tried.

2PM,SNSD

Any dance you can do (from a MV etc) or want to learn?

I'll Be There-taeyang

Haru haru-Big Bang

Tonight-Big Bang

Shock-Beast

Tired of Waiting-2PM

Bonamana-Super Junior

Any songs you memorised the lyrics to?

Some Big bang songs,2NE1,Mblaq..yeah.....

Hottest male in the industry to you?

Mr.Choi Seunghyun a.k.a TOP/Tabi/Tempo

Prettiest female in the industry to you?

Park Bom& Gyuri

A person you want to be like/admire the most?

Big Bang.they teach me alot...one can be from zero to hero as long as you work hard for what you really want.

A song you must/always/usually listen to EVERY day?

any Big Bang song.its a must for me.or else i'll feel my day as incomplete..

Your favourite music video?

hm....too much to choose from...i'll say anything from Big bang,2NE1 and Mblaq is my favourite.(except Mblaq-Oh Yeah,me don't like it)

Any of your friends into kpop and who?
a lot......

My Soul Nyah:hottest(nichkhun bias)

yoyo_icecube:ELF,Cassie,Kiss Me,VIP(GD's Wifey)

Azlinda aziz:Hottest Primadona

Aminatul aini: Triple S(Kim Hyun Joong Bias)

Malyanah:B2uty,ELF

all MyKPOP staff...

aigoo...i got alot of friend la that is crazy over k-pop.. ^_^..

Have any kpop merchandise?

hurm..let me see..

CD/DVD:Big Bang 4th mini album,Shine A Light,Electric Love Tour,1:59 album,U-kiss Only One.

Poster: 6 Big bang(fosho),1 Ukiss,2 2NE1,4 Beast,1 TVXQ,1 Jaejoong.

Phone strap:6 Big bang.

T-shirt:1 Big bang,1 2PM.

not much la since i'm still a student....

Which group can you see yourself being dedicated to for the rest of your time into kpop?

BIG BANG,BIG BANG.....Don't stop!!!!!

Lee Seunghyun or Choi Seunghyun??????

i'm not sure what is wrong with me,but let me tell you guys something.I THINK I HAVE FALL IN LOVE WITH SEUNGRI.....O_O...

okay you guys think its not something weird??well allow me to explain.

1.I HATE GUY WHO IS YOUNGER THAN ME.and seungri is 2 years younger than me.

2.I LOVE TOP SOOOOOO EFFIN' MUCH.and i can't see anyone else beside him

clear??no??okay,let me give you guys the further detail ek.it's all start when Seungri promote his album.V.I.......

i admit that he looks mature and hotter in this album,plus in WHAT CAN I DO and VVIP...especially VVIP

all this Alice in Wonderland+Willy Wonka=HAWT guys!!!haha...no,seriously,i can see how mature he is nowadays.and with the hip thrusting dance,man....who wont fall for that??haha...its true,he look very sexy in this MV especially when he smile after tossing his card up in the air.

see how he transform from a kid to a grown up man??man,he so gooooodd...

so thats how everything start,but i dont really give a damn about it back then because in the mean time,my hubby is promoting his combo album with GD too.

plus,i have mention how HAWT ma hubby is in BABY GOOD NIGHT MV.and you guys can check out his pregnant eyes as my header.....clearly saying that TOP is my one and only..but suddenly,i start reading some Big bang scenarios on tumblr.




as you can see,the character of TOP and Seungri is toooooootally different.TOP is kinda perfect+smokin' hawt boyfriend.as for Seungri,man....whatta bad boy and who dont like bad boy right?so that is when is start falling for magnae.

i wish,no,i hope this is just for temporary because i don't wanna lose my hubby.frankly speaking,i dont have any feeling when i saw TOP's pic since i start have feelings on magnae..O_O....



honey...please dont kill me with that snake,i promise i'll stay loyal to you as long as Seungri dont seduce me more...hohoho....

Love You Mr.___ Seunghyun.....*wink*