#BB5forlife #BIGBANG_FOREVER

this is a special post to my 5 gorgeous angels,my baybies,my inspiration,my world....

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY BIGBANG!!!

wow...im so blessed to be one of the VIPs to celebrate this beautiful days with you guys.you guys has give us nothing but a wonderful music all these years.every single songs means a lot to us.

for my personal favorite,i'll rank UNTIL WHENEVER as my ultimate Number 1 song because the lyrics just.........PERFECT!!!....

oh baby 울지마요 lady (oh)
우리의 그 약속 잊지 말아요 (oh)
그대만은 내가 지켜줄께 언제까지
[SR] 아무리 슬퍼도 [GD/TOP] (웃어야만해 난)
[DS] 힘들고 아파도 (참아야만해 난)
[YB] 네가 떠나가도 (붙잡지못해 난)
그래도 널 믿기에 우린 영원할 수 밖에

like what is writen....i'll be a VIP till the end of time...*sobs*...im so proud of you guys. you guys has been through a lot just to be at this spot today.non-stop giving us the best music in the universe.......nothing can make me turn away from you guys.

well,i can write a whole lot more in this entry but im afraid it will goes until 3-5 pages..hahaha...so i've stated what i need.congratulations again BIG BANG!! and Forever VIP!!.

Peace Out!! Leggo!!

Mari Merapu

okay,this post is about random things coz i suddenly feels like writing or updating my blog although i actually don't know what to write..

hurm,lets see....

right now im in my bedroom,sitting on the floor indian style with my blue smiley t-shirt and blue pink short.my memon a.k.a teddy bear is lying beside me and my itunes is playing TVXQ-Bolero right now.....

whatelse....

im tweeting with my friends:Anne in Manila,Amal in Hong Kong,Pridiv in Seoul,Aini in Taiping and the most important person is my Soulmate, Miss Ruzanna in Shah Alam....

more...

owh,looks like its going to rain any minute...although i dont like TVXQ,but i cant say no to Bolero..this song got something that makes me wanna cry.its like giving me a hope for something..i dont know,it just my feelings i think..

OHMAIGAWD!!!!

how can i forget the most important thing right now??? people,my hubby just color his hair to orang+blonde and he looks SMOKIN' HAWT!!! well,even if he color his hair to green or purple,he will still look hawt..kyaa~~!!!

look at that!!! aint he smokin' there??haa~~~ hubby,you have no idea how much im loving you right now..*faint*...

*still fainting*...

okay,im back guys!!fuuhh~~ who knows a guy in blonde Johnny Bravo hair can make your ovaries explode in the day..haha... O_O,wait a minute,im fasting dude,those that mean...NO!!uuggghhh......

you owe me Choi SeungHyun... *pout*..

i still cant watch tv coz my mummy is conquering it right now..i wanna watch MuBank but she cant stop watching her indonesian drama...sinetron...blueerghh....

opps,cancel that guys,I WATCHED MUBANK JUST NOW!!!hahahaha....wel,at first,my mum is conquering the channel but then she got some urgent stuff to take care so she leave the house right when Mubank start..

i starting to like Infinite-Be Mine and Hyuna ft Zico-Just Follow.i think Zico and the rest of Block B got a huge potential to be one of the best hip hop group.while other boygroup come out with cute and masculine type,they show their talent and passion in hip hop and i can say they are the 1st rookie that catch my attention in less than 10 minutes.i actually have this habit where i hate anything that is new like new group,new food,new person,just anything new because im afraid that new things cant give me the satisfaction that i need.but Block B just crush that taboo out of me and im sooooooooooo in hook with them.im proud to say that im a BBC now..^__^..

but there is 1 performance that i wanted to watch s bad,and that is MBLAQ!!! i just cant stop myself from screaming right from the begining till the end and the outfit..OMG,THEY WEAR YELLOW!!!AAHHHH!!!! *scream*.... FYI,im addic to yellow and animal print and guess what?G.O WEAR A YELLOW LEOPARD PRINT COAT!!!!! *drooling+running around the house+pulling my hair out*.......god,what have i done to receive this present today???

breath in,breath out......

luckily it just me and princess at home,or else my family will think that im already crazy.well,my mummy knew that i have this HUGE crush on Mr.Choi SeungHyun a.k.a TOP.with 3 huge poster of Big Bang in my room,my family already knew the name of each member..hahaha..feel the power of VIP! i also got this huge poster of 2NE1 on the wall

and my baby bro love Dara so the very much (he said that he will do anything to get her..ppffttt..keep on dreaming baby bro..) and my 2nd brother said that he like CL,said she got this fierce charisma in her.so everytime he came inside the room,he'll take a look at CL and smile a bit then head out.oh,a little note here,i have 6 brothers and 3 sisters and i share my room with my 2nd brother..well,we're not sleeping in the same room,he just use my room to store all his clothes.thats all.

huurrrmmm.....

i think that is all that i want to write...just some random stuff....and 1 more thing,I MISS YOU BABY BRO!!!!...i haven't seen him since last month and im missing him like crazy now...come back home babe,i promise to be a good sister.cant wait to go out on a date with you this hari raya ^_________^...

well,thats it.end of my story and i leave you guys with one of the hawty from YG Ent,but he's taken ladies..im so sorry but i love you~~~ Seven-Better Together.

Ciao~~~.......they call me se-se-se-seven,non naye he-he-he-heaven...

AAARRRGGHHHH!!! KIM.JAE.JOONG!!!!!!!

(p/s:this is the 2nd version of i hate you Kim Jaejoong)...

WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE TO ME YOU....UUGGGHH!!!! im not gonna go slow or cute or whatever right now,what i want to know is WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE TO MY BRAIN!!!!!!!

why am i so alert on any news about you? why am i jumping like a crazy fan girl when i heard that SBS gonna air "Protect The Boss" in Malaysia? why did I check on your CD/DVD everytime i went into music store? and WHY IN THE HELL DID I SAVE YOUR PICTURES IN MY LAPPY??

UUGGHHHHH!!!!! AAARRGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!

*breath in,breath out*...seriously dude..what have you done to me??? i can't put you in my hate list nor my bias list. its like you have this special spot in my heart and my brain that even im the real owner of my body cant figure it out.

i told you dude,this girl *ponting at myself* will never,ever,ever,ever (never say never...) ehem...sorry about that...i mean,NO,I WILL NEVER BE YOUR FAN and i had stated my reasons before....but i can't figure what is THIS????

let me tell you something crazy:

before:

1. never listen to TVXQ songs.

2. never bother anything about them.

3. never have any interest on them.

4.the only person i know back at the time is Junsu and thats coz he sang a duet "Timeless".

5. most of my friends are cassie and they always gossiping about you,yes, im talking about you Mr.Kim Jaejoong.."owh,jae oppa looks cute today" "oppa in white hair is awesome!" "oppa new song is sooooo into me" etc....and what did i do when they're fangirling about you? "jaejoong?hurm......don't care and don't give a damn.all i need is my TOP.kkyyyaa~~~!! (p/s:this is a real conversation people)....

after:

1. i download almost all of your japanese songs (and my favourite is Bolero,the music is......ehem..)

2.everything about JYJ/TVXQ is important for me.

3.my ultimate bias??urrmmm Kim Jaejoong?? but i still think Yunho is the most handsome among all of 'em...oh yeah baybeh~~~

4.now i know all of you,i can even spot who is who just by hearing to their voice.

5. i have a colleague named JOJO,i repeat,JOJO...but everytime im in a hurry,i'll call her JAEJOONG.....

6. uuhhh,TOP Hubby...i Love you,i do,sooooo much.it just that,umm... your bestie,yeah your F4.you know the guy name jaejoong??.umm...sss..how do i say this..i kinda like him??NO,not like Like,just like LIKE...you know what i mean right sweety??? you know that i will never cheat on you right?????

*facepalm*...im so bad at cheating,and this is the reason why my ex left me...

.....what ever dude,i'm happy now. i dont need you anymore,owh,before i forgot,you know 2NE1 latest single?no,not UGLY,that HATE YOU song??yeah..guess what?i dedicate that to you..hope you're happy with it ^________^...

Demmit woman,FOCUS!!! you are talking about KIM JAEJOONG right now,not some crazy guy who left you for his prettier bestie.."i think i'm ugly,and nobody wants to love me.just like her i wanna be pretty,i wanna be pretty.don't lie to my face coz i know im UGLY!!"

*sigh*.....my short-term memory+super duper distracted mind is getting worse day by day.nan eojjoragoooo~~~~~~~ i mean i start to eat more vegie (cucumber only),but still i try,right?and i double up my exercise routine..but it show no effect...TT^TT.......what else should i do??

argghh!! Bitch,you're talking about how much u hate Jaejoong right now,not about your crazy disease or even about that guy...F.O.C.U.S!!! can you read?yeah?so DO IT WOMAN!!

hahha..people,people~~ dont be scared.this is me,i sometimes need to scold myself and.........AARRGHHHHH *slap cheek*....

IM HERE TO STATE ABOUT WHAT KIM JAEJOONG HAD DONE TO MY LIFE.

.... and i even put your pic as my NinJoon a.k.a my phone wallie,upload your song into my MP4,change my chrome theme to your pic. and when my Cassie friends saw that they were like:

"babe,this ain't TOP ya know?"

"i know"

"do you have any idea who this smexyhawtcutey guy is?"

"yup"

"who?"

"Kim Jaejoong"

"and why do you have all of these in your phone and MP4?"

"............................"

people,thats when i feels like THIS IS WRONG!! i don't even have any answers for that.yeah,why did i save your pic?why did i listen to your song?

let me tell you guys 1 fact.my ex is actually a cassie and he used to sing "Somebody To Love" to me before...at first i think that is cute (actually my ex is really a cutey+plus he got this cute haircut..okay,CUT!).....then my bestie (who is a Hottest) start to liking the same song and sang to me all the time.althought my ex is cassie,i still don't have any interest on them.

UNTIL..dudung!!! 2 days after i broke up,i saw this song again playing on the tv and i feel like smashing the screen but i stop myself..and i dunno why.

and then,i saw this 1 cute post of jae on tumblr where he play with a puppy,

and i feels like.."awh~~ ain't that cute?" and i dunno why but i start to search everything about him,pictures,songs,videos,fanfics..you name it,i search through it.

and i feels like.."woah~~ this is too much,i start to feel something about him" but ignore it,coz i know that it just a simple crush and i'll get over it for the next 2 or 3 weeks.huh,that whats i think its gonna be at first..but now.EVERYTHING IS ABOUT HIM!

guys,i almost bought a huge poster of Kim Jaejoong last saturday but i quickly pull my bestie out of that shop.i mean...really bitch?you're gonna buy Jaejoong's poster?for what?you ain't his fan,you don't even like his songs..so why do you want to buy his poster?are you crazy?????

im about to lose my mind,

you've been gone for so long,

i'm running out of time,

i need a doctor,

call me a doctor,

to bring me back to life....

yeah,i need a specialist to tell me what kind of disease im in right now.can't i have a disease where i can be crazy over my TOP hubby?or maybe G.O?or Lee Joon? or Jay Park??yeah.....why is it must be Kim Jaejoong?? not Park Jaebom???wae??WAE??????

*sigh*.....i'm done and i dont even have an answer for that. you are making me crazy mister and i dont know how long it'll be.maybe a year,maybe 10 years?? can i request something from you?can you like have a girlfriend right now so that i won't be crazy over you anymore??owhhh..you can't do that coz cassie totally gonna....uummm.....

I KNOW WHAT SHOULD I DO!! get myself a new boyfriend who is not a cassie and not a tall guy with a golden hair and..........i cant do that....*sigh*

aarrrggghhhh!!!! whatever dude,just do whatever you want,its not even my business.....but.......

TOP HUBBY!!!!! I NEED YOU NOW SWEETHEART!!!!!!! GET THIS GUY OUT OF MY HEAD!!!

To My Princess

this post i dedicated to my one and only princess in my whole life. the princess that bring tears,laughter,stress and even love in my empty heart.it is no other than my baby girl,

INTAN NURUL 'AIN.

princess actually got a lot of nicknames, gem,adik,sayang..for me,i prefer to call her sayang..meaning i will always love her (although there are sometimes where i feels like pinching her because she is sooooo naughty..*sigh*) but still, my love to her is endless.

let me tell you guys a little story about princess. actually her life starts not as good as other kids out there. she was born in the year 1998,thats mean she is 10 years gap from me.she was born pre-mature where she is just 8 months by the time she was born and FYI, princess were born inside daddy's car where they are on the way from UIA to Terengganu (at that time my family still stays in terengganu).

she is as big as a cucumber by that time (seriously small), she doesn't cry,open her eyes or even move. she just lay there and luckily she can breath. so Pn.Aznah had to take care of her and stay at the hospital for almost 2 years if im not mistaken. she had been diagnosed with as many disease as she can, some doctors said that she had a problem with her backbone, then the other said that she got HIV *nonsense*..some even said that princess cannot live any longer.

Pn.Aznah is 1 strong woman, no matter what the doctor told her, she will always be there beside princess because she has a faith that princes will be as normal as other kids out there. after a long staying at the hospital, princess finally get released by them when they can't find anymore strange disease.

back at home, princess still laying there on her matters and slowly she can open here eyes but still can't talk or even walk. she got a very big doll eyes when she is just a baby..

my parents brought her to a special massage and give her some therapy and slowly she can walk and talk.but still, princess got diagnose with a slow learner syndrome thats mean although her real age is 13 this year, her mind is still like a 9 years old kid.

but im very thankful to all of it. no matter how my baby girl is,i will still love her for the rest of my life because to me,she is prefect.

lastly,to my baby girl, if you ever read this post, achik wanted to tell you that i love you so much.mmmmuuuaaaahhhh~~~!!!

I HATE YOU KIM JAEJOONG~!!!!

okay,first of all,let me remind you guys that this is a fangirl post..(same as half of my other entry). its nothing actually it just that i really need to write this down since i dont know why..hahha....so you guys can easily skip this post if you cant handle my crazy fangirl life..(which is half of my life)..arahsso...??


Allow me to say this again....*cough* *cough*..I HATE YOU KIM JAEJOONG!!!!!!!!!!

what have you done to me?i mean,im not a cassie..okay,i might like 2VXQ, but theres only Yunho and Changmin there..no Jaejoong.but what have you done to me???uuggghh....i totally hate this feeling,the feeling of liking something that you have been hating since the first day..(same as what happen to G.O..*sigh*..)

you're song??sorry to say but....it just dont suit my taste.i mean,really??with that kind of song??sorry,i aint no music expert to tell you what kind of song or music you should make but seriously dude..that just not my type.

regardless of what i said at the above.but i want to say is,i dont like Kim Jaejoong from JYJ/TVXQ.i want to see the real Kim Jaejoong..the real man behind all those camera,money and fame.i feels like theres something more interesting than the super fabulous Jaejoong that i saw in the television. crazy me??haha..blame it on all the fanfics that i read about him.okay..i think i just told you guys my biggest secret...*sigh*..whattodo..yes guys,almost 70% of the fanfics that i read and subscribe are all about Jaejoong..haha..*awkward laugh*..er.....

okay,move on..what i really want to state here is......what,you,Mr.Kim Jaejoong had done to me???im starting to stalk your twitter..(but no,i dont follow him and dont ask me why).i follow like 10 tumblr about you and got tense everytime i saw I LOVE YOU performance.okay,let me state this again.I,ME aint a Cassie.im just aVIP,BLACKJACK,A+ and JAYWALKERZ...do you see any Cassie there?no right??so........WHY IN THE HELL I FEELS LIKE SMASHING THE SCREEN WHEN I SEE YOU IN THAT PERFORMANCE???????......*breath in,breath out*.....okay,im good now...

so tell me sir....what is happening to me???..owh you're saying that im slowly turning myself in to a Cassie??nope,sorry dude..as much as i want to..it aint gonna happen because i really really cant handle your type of music and as a true fan you must love all of it right?so theres a no-no for me.okay..i might like you,but the real you...not the performer/actor/singer Kim Jaejoong.but the guy named Kim Jaejoong that live in South Korea and produce music......(and the guy that is my hubby's BFF)..hahaa....

yeah..i wish we can meet some day..(although i know that will never ever happen)..okay,just imagine it okay..i want to just sit down and talk to you in a coffee shop..no-no,its too public..let say,we just hang out at your place or my place,have some pizza while watch a movie or just have some talk....sound too girly to you??actually me too..hahaha...okay,okay..we'll make it this way,you hang out at my place and accompany while i play with my games.i really need someone to help me finish my Tekken 6,i dont like playing it with the computer..i need someone to play with so that i can feels like punching that person..muahaha...mean enough??hohoho.....i always beat my baby brother back then but now that he is busy with his study,he wont bother to play with his cute sister anymore..TT^TT...i hate you baby bro....we always play Tekken,GTA,Guitar Hero and some more games together..but now that you need to focus on your study,you just left me alone since i have no one to play with,i just leave the ps3 like that and once in a while swept the dust...TT^TT...i miss playing games with you baby bro..come back to me,its okay babe,since you are busy struggling with your study,just dont you go and have a girlfriend behind me coz you now why??im totally gonna rip the hair out of her head if she is the one that separate you and me.muahahaha...im such a bad sister...hoho....me the drama queen.......WAIT?why am i suddenly talking about my baby bro?aint im suppose to talk about Kim Jaejoong???? (p/s:i have a serious short-term memory and i can get distracted very easily...guess i just did it again..*sigh*..)

back to our MAIN TOPIC...(gosh,i need to focus this time,no more distraction...)LOL...its like im taking exam or what??kekeke...wait...what are talking about just now??....awh..Kim Jaejoong!!!!..Duh~~~ *hit head*..
im good now..ok..er....actually i totally forgot what i want to talk about... @_@.... *flying crow*..

okay,let me say this straight...i admit that jaejoong is quiet handsome



(but not as handsome as my hubby TOP..hoho)



...and totally cute..



( but Lee Joon is cuter than him..muahaha..)..



and im sure thousands of girl out there willing to throw themselves on him..the point is,will he choose them??hahaha....im pretty sure that what i feel right now is just a temporary crush,it'll last for about 2 or 3 weeks then everything will be back to normal and i wont have any feelings toward jaejoong annymore...(thank god~~!!!).... but still i want to write this in my blog so that when im bored or whatever,i can look back and said to myself.."crazy bitch,you even fall for Kim Jaejoong??"..hahaha...

woah...i cant believe i write this long for this entry,i thought it gonna be just 2 or 3 lines..well,whatever it is..yes,im currently stalking Kim Jaejoong but no,i aint his fan and no,i will never be one...enough said..oh,by the way,nice tats you got there..

sweet~~~~

well,good luck for your career,life and love.i wish all the best for you,keep making good music to your fans.oh 1 more thing,i watched Sunao Ni Narenakute and i gotta admit,you act pretty good in it..*thumbs up*..ermm..i got nothing else to write actually..i cant write "Jaejoong Oppa,saranghae~~!!"..NO,i cant write that coz i dont love you..muahaha...yeah,you gotta deal with my evil side.what can i say is,Cassie love you and...er.....Good Luck!! ^__^.....

oh,1 last thing!!..if we ever meet,the first thing that i'll do to you is steal Jiji..muahaha...and i cant lie but to say I Love JIJI ssooooo much...it looks totally like my cat Fox (but it pass away already..TT^TT)....yeah..im just gonna steal jiji and take care of it as my Fox..^_^...


yup..thats it...nothing else from me..........bye??..em,,yeah....annyeong,goodbye,adios~~
*off to study for my last paper,International Maritime of Political and Economic*....

Fiction and Fact

this post dedicated to the ultimate group BEAST/B2ST.

as everybody knows, their new album "Fiction and Fact" is already out.


what can i say about this album is AWESOME!!!!

okay,first thing first.......im not a b2uty although i kinda like Dongwoon and Gikwang.but,im not lying that this album is a must buy for everyone.

i've been following Beast since their debut day with Bad Girl and all their singles or songs before are not bad,i love all of them. but this album is like a BANG to me.okay,let me explain why.

first thing first,you guys must watch Fiction MV:

what i like about this mv is the dance step (penguin step as what b2uty refers too..LOL), the UFO kinda things., Hyunseung's new hair is UNNFFF....the song is sooooo addictive...(fiction...fiction in fiction...). Dongwoon's new hair makes him looks mature...what i can say is this song plus the MV is sooooooo the BEAST. (p/s:just ignore Boyoung a.k.a the heroin in the mv....LOL...).

Second, i recommend you guys to listen to On Rainy Days.my first impression of this song is...........I.FEEL.LIKE.CRYING.i mean,okay,starting with the sounds of rain and acoustic guitar along with the angelic voice of Yoseob.then slowly it makes me feel like holding to someone and cry on his/her shoulder.like seriously,then Joker enter with a little cough (i really really really like the cough part..hoho)..and it end with the rain..

Third, The Fact. okay,let me tell ya'll that this is my number one song in this album.i love all of
'em but this one just....gaahhdd...i dunno how to explain but the chorus makes me repeating this song again and again. plus with Dongwoon the one that sing the chorus makes me loves this song the most....gohjitmariya,,,gohjitmariya..gohjitmariya. but sadly,this song just last for 2 minutes 19 seconds TT^TT....i want a longer version....

if you guys want something cute and sweet,i recommend you listen to YOU.this song is soooooooo ccuuutteeeee~~~~ Dongwoon sang the opening(ofcoz,me and my craziness for Dongwoon,just ignore it guys), then follow by Yoseob,you can feel the happiness and cutely BEAST with this song. Because of you you you you,neo hanaman saenggakhae...

next song is Back To You, this song is just the typical BEAST.energetic beat,nice lyric and of course awesome vocal.i would like to see them singing this song live. and yes, this song is kinda addictive too.

Sixth is FREEZE. i like the opening of this song, the electronic beat makes me want to listen to this song till the end plus Joker smexy rap (oh yeah baybeh)...this is another cutey song for me. just freeze there and enjoy this song.....freeze..freeze..

okay, done with freeze, we'll move on to another one, VIRUS. this is a ballad song with a smooth feelings in it (p/s:im not a master in music,so i just explain everything according to what i feel ya..)... nonen naye virus,apeuge hageji..i can totally feel the sexy beat in this song and yes,nice vocal there guys....

so there's my POV for their latest album...what can i say is this album makes me rape the replay button again and again..haha...i love every single song in it.plus the cover album makes me go crazy ( i have a things with leopard print)..LOL....plus the guys new makeover is just DAMN!!!!


Hyunseung in carrot hair is HEAVEN....Dongwoon's new hair is UUUNNFFFF....*fanning myself*..okay,i'm back.so guys,i suggest you guys to take some times and try listen to their latest album and i guarantee that you wont be dissapointed.just dont steal Dongwoon or Gikwang away from me..LOL.......

Random Post

holla people~~

okay,i was supposed to write entry about Jay Park's comeback and Teachers Day,but im stuck right now coz im in the middle of final exam and i need to dig my brain out for my fanfic..(ugghh...need to continue with chapter 4 later).

so,as you notice,i've changed my header to G.O a.k.a Jung ByungHee because i *cough* kinda in *cough* love with him at this moment *cough*..........sorry TOP hubby =_='

okay move one,...*sigh*...now G.O rank 4 in my bias list...me the playgirl...nan eojjoragooooooo~~~

i mean,look at him,his handsome,cute,got angelic voice,playful and pervert with a special folder in his computer just for *cough* porn * cough*......hey,its normal la for a guy....its okay if he's a pervert because that just make us a perfect couple..hohoo...

kyyaaa~~ Abang G.O......saya cinta sama kamu~~~~LOL.....

(tau dek laki ak neh,mau tido dekat depan tv la selama-lamanya TT^TT)...

STUPID LIAR!!!!!!

ENGLISH

oo hoo ooh-ooh ooh-ooh
Welcome back (How you doin ladies)
yoo hoo y’all already know what it is
ooh-ooh (you can’t touch this
YG and another big bang
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid in love x2

(Seungri) How could you be so, how could you be so
I can’t believe you (I hate all girls)
You’re the one that threw me away, but if you come back, I’ll crumble

(GD) You said you were sick, you said you were busy with homework
You said it’ll only be a moment, so you can enjoy a cup of tea with your friends
But pitiful me, I try to act like a man
I acted like I didn’t know, but why is it always the same pattern
Every time you open your mouth, you spit out a lie
Your nose is growing, just like Pinocchio

(Daesung) What’s your truth? What am I to you?
I won’t just let it go this time

(Taeyang) Monday to Sunday, am I just a choice?
Baby don’t lie to me oh

(GD) Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar x2

(Daesung) In your covered smile is a hidden gaze, who are you looking at?
Every time you do that, I get so scared
I get all nervous, wondering if my friends saw

(TOP) If only we could go back, back, back
If I’m so broken
But it’s too late
Fatigued over something that’s burdened you
Whatever the case, love is a sin against each other
We’re all like children, blaming others for our pain

(GD) Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar x2

(Taeyang) Behind that pretty face lies someone else who I hate
Can’t we just turn back to when we first met?
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid
I am stupid, I’m so stupid, stupid
I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid (oh no)

(GD) Hey, I’m going crazy, I’m going crazy
Look at you acting like you don’t know anything
But now I’m getting tired of it, I’m getting tired
Let’s stop meeting now, because I know what’s going on
Baby I don’t hate you
I like you the way you are
I’m going crazy, I’m getting tired
Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

ROMANIZATION

[GD & TOP]

O-OOH O-OOH O-OOH

Welcome back

How do you doing ladies?

O-OOH O-OOH O-OOH

You all already know what it is

You can’t touch this YEAH

YG and another Big Bang

Come on!

[GD]

I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid in love

(YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH)

I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid in love

[Seungri]

How could you be so, how could you be so

Naneun neol mot mideo (yeojamyeon da shirheo)

Nega nal beoryeo nohgo ije wa ireomyeon

Nan tto muneojil tende (BLA BLA BLA BLA) Let’s go!

[GD]

Oneul apeudamyeo millin gwajeo ttaeme neomu bappeudamyeo

Chingubundeulgwa geunyang obuthage

Chahanjan hage jamkkanimyeon dwae tto mam jjanhage

Nareum namja dabge boiryeogo aesseo moreuneuncheok haesseo

Wae gyesok ttokgateun paeteo

Neon ibman yeolmyeon geojitmareul baeteo

Neureo nan neoeui kko like pinokkio

[Daesung]

Neoeui jinshimi mweonde

Naneun nege mweonde

Mot neomeoga ibyeonen

[Taeyang]

Monday to Sunday

Junge naneun seontaek

Baby don’t lie to me OH

[GD]

(HEY) Naega michyeogayo naega michyeogayo

Amugeotdo molla haneun jeo pyojeong jom bwayo

Ijen jichyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Uri geuman mannayo

[Seungri]

Nan modeun geol algo isseo

Baby I don’t hate you

Ne moseub geudaeroga joheunde naneun

[GD]

Naega michyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

[Daesung]

Garyeojin miso e sumgineun shiseon nugul boneunji

Nega geureol ttaemada nan geobinaseo

Nega museoweojyeo chingudeuri bolkka jomahaejyeo

[TOP]

Let me talk HU

Hokshi dora dora dora galsu ittamyeon

Jwajeolhaneun naega ittamyeon

Imi neujeun neol jimdeulge han mueose jichyeosseul jjeum

Eojjaetteon gane sarangeun seoroga jwe

Apeul ttaeman nam tat hanneun ai gateungeon modu ttokgatae

[GD]

(HEY) Naega michyeogayo naega michyeogayo

Amugeotdo molla haneun jeo pyojeong jom bwayo

Ijen jichyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Uri geuman mannayo

[Daesung]

Nan modeun geol algo isseo

Baby I don’t hate you

Ne moseub geudaeroga joheunde naneun

[GD]

Naega michyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Liar liar stupid liar liar liar liar

[Taeyang]

Yeppeun eolgul dwi dareun moseubi

Ijen nado shirheoyo

Cheoeum mannan geuttaeeui neoro

Dora galsun eopnayo

[GD & TOP]

I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid

I am so stupid, I’m so stupid, stupid

I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid, I’m so stupid

(OH No!)

[GD]

(HEY) Naega michyeogayo naega michyeogayo

Amugeotdo molla haneun jeo pyojeong jom bwayo

Ijen jichyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Uri geuman mannayo

[All]

Nan modeun geol algo isseo

Baby I don’t hate you

Ne moseub geudaeroga joheunde naneun

[GD]

Naega michyeogayo ijen jichyeogayo

Liar liar stupid liar liar liar lie!



guess what sweetheart?this song is toooooootally suit you.it's like my hubby sing this song so that i can post it to you.weird eh??

well dont be,but let me praise you about 1 thing,you sure are a professional liar.i salute you for that.

i dont mad sugar pie,not at all.with a beautiful bish like that,she is waaaayyyy prettier than me.nice taste dough.

what?you guys just friend?owh.let me correct that,you guys are just "friend with benefit",how that sound?

you know what?you can go to her.i'm willing to let you go as long as you really really love her or which i dont know if you still remember the real meaning of love is.

well,at least she wont be cock-blocking you,if that really matter to you.

no.dont worry,i wont cry,why would i?for a guy like you?ppfffhhh......i still have my hubby with me even if we're over.what?im imagining possible thing?well let me confess something to you sweetheart,even when we were together,i still love my hubby more than you.shocked????hahaha....booyakasha~~~~

screw you,forever and ever and ever.so,we're over now???quickly answer me so that i can go back to my hubby.

ONE IN A MILLION

Jet setter
Go getter
Nothing better
Call me Mr. been there done that
Top model chick to your every day hood rat
Less than all but more than a few
But I've never met one like you

Been all over the world
Done a little bit of everything
Little bit of everywhere
With a little bit of everyone
All the girls I've been with
Things I've seen it takes much to impress
But sure enough you go it makes your soul stand up from all the rest

I can be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

You're not a regular girl
You don't give a damn about your look
Talking about I can't do it for you
But you can do it for yourself
Even though that ain't so
Baby cause my dough don't know how to end
But that independent thing I'm with it
All we do is win baby

I could be in love
But I just don't know
Baby one thing is for certain
Whatever you do it's working
All the girls don't matter
In your presence can't do what you do
There's a million girls around but I don't see no one but you

Baby you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Timing girl
Only one in the world
Just one of a kind
She mine

Ooh all that I can think about is what this thing could be
A future baby
Baby you're one of a kind
That means that you're the only one for me
Only one for me
Baby (girl) you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
Girl you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this
(Ne Yo-One In A Million)

i heard this song last week and the first person that pop up in my mind is my one and only hubby,Mr. Choi SeungHyun..



frankly speaking,i can't describe how addic and in love i am with him.he is just.............gahh,I LOVE HIM!!!

i love his eyes,his lips,his voice,his rap,his dorky moves,his bingu dance..you name it,i love all of it.

baby,i dont want you to change anything at all,i love you as who you are and dont give a fuck about what haters hate about you,they just don't see you as how VIP does.

like what Ne Yo said,you are the best i ever had and i'm certain that there aint nothing better then you.



I LOVE YOU CHOI SEUNGHYUN!!!!!!!!!

MY LUXURIOUS ESCAPE~~

last week,i spend 5 luxurious day with my family.so,what so luxurious about that?let me tell you guys,

I GOT EVERYTHING THAT I WANT...muahahaha...

well,not anything lah coz i still didn't get to eat seafood ramyun..TT^TT...it's okay,i'll go to Street Cafe next time.

okay,i took train from Alor Star on thursday night and arrived in KL Sentral at 6:30am,breakfast at McD before i head home.

and when i arrive,my family are already awake because they are getting ready to go back to my hometown,then my mom said i got some packages delivered to me last week.

i opened it and BAMM!!!! MY BABIES HAS ARRIVED!!!!!!

curious?????

well,these are my babies~~~~

all my family members are like O_O once i opened the wrapper,they said its not the original copy,pfffhhh...puhleasze guys,i know you are jelly with me..ngeee~~~~~

i totally love it,althougt there are some "cacat" on the poster,it got a little cut accident right on my hubby's eyes..TT^TT.....

but it's okay la,i can still cover it with tapes,not a problem.and to my surprise i got Daesung's card...^_^....i was hopping that i got either my hubby or my scandal's card.but Daedae is okay too..

as you can see,the poster is huge...i dunno how can i stick it on the wall..haha...but that's not all folks,i also received another merchandise of my hubby.

this is laptop sticker of these double combo,but unfortunately,i cant apply on my channie because i already sold him..TT^TT...well,i plan to buy new laptop next year,hopefully i can put it on then..^_^..

enough with my fangirling moment,now i'm back to my real life...btw,amoi a.k.a my lubhly sister just came back from labuan and she bring something for me too..tada!!!

i'm so royal that i only eat white choc baybeh..hahaha.....JK guys,actually a friend of mine who is also my sis colleagues gave it to me.thank goodness that no one in the family that eat white choc except me so i dont have to worried about anyone else stealing it.

well,my sister herself also bought a lot of choc...

enough for the family to survive for a month with that..LOL....since my family went back to our hometown,except me,they bring back my all time favourite fruit..DURIAN!!

these are just half of what we have at that time...but that's not all,we also got some mangosteen and rambutan,yummy yummy~~

all of these were picked by my baby brother himself,he climbed the tree and my bro-in-law pick it up from the ground.and last but not least,mommy made her homemade special dish,Rendang Tok,gosh,i can guarantee you that this is the best rendang you have ever taste in your whole life....voila~~~

that's all my entry for now,now i need to savour my last days in UUM....suddenly i feel sad..TT^TT...well,dont be,till the end this me signing off with a cute pic of Memon a.k.a me and my baby sister's teddy bear..

BUHBYE~~~~~~~~~

P/S:Mr.Choi SeungHyun,I LOVE YOU EFFIN' MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!

I,MY,ME,MINE

i need someone or a place to let out every single thing i have in my heart and mind right now without being judge by the other person.

frankly speaking,i dont think my bff is the one for me right now because.......we are so drift apart lately.okay,i didn't blame her,no i'm not,it just that,things start to change.

i'm sick of being undercover all the time,i want to come out as the real me but i cant because i need to take care of the people around me.sometimes they get mock or being scolded just because i'm being myself.well,imagine if i turn to the "real" me,can you think how bad the society will mock them?

but seriously,the me that you guys know right now is no the full "me".curious?haha..don't be,what am saying is can you guys really handle the real me?

i have my own world,my own music,my own loves and my own ways of showing to the world that this is me.but i can't because of my family's background..ppfffhh..pathethic.

sometimes i wonder,why cant people be as open as i am?why do you need to judge people?are you that perfect?just because they are acting as their ownself which is totally different from you then you judge them?saying that they are crazy?pffhh....im sick and tired of all of it.tired of everything,tired of hiding behind this mask.

no matter how i look from the outside,but deep inside,im still the same person,still the little girl that loves her father so much,still the daughter who will do anything for her family,still the big sister who treasure her baby brother and baby girl more than anything else.still the little sister that respect the elders.still the friends that will lend you her shoulder...

i didn't ask for anything else,just i want you guys to accept me and dont judge me for being myself and not the kind of person that you want me to be.and to my bff,if you're reading this post,i want you THANK YOU for all the things that you have done to me,i may never repay you,and when i told you that I LOVE YOU,believe me,i love you with all my heart and soul.

to my friends,thanks for being with me all the time.my family,you guys are the one that responsible in creating the real me..

to my lovely bf,thanks for accepting me of who i am,you've taught me a lot and dont worry baby,i love you effin' much too..and last but not lease,my scandal gf.....saranghaeyo,sarangaheyo~~~~just DGAF on what others say about us,they're just jealous of us...well,HATER GONNA HATE...*merong*..

K-POP NAME.

SPELL YOUR NAME WITH KPOP

I-I Don't Understand (Big Bang)

N-Next Day (Big Bang)

T-Tonight (Big Bang)

A- Always (Big Bang)

N- Number 1 (Big Bang)



N- No other (Super Junior)

O-Obsession (GD)

R- Remember (Big Bang)



F- Fila (Big Bang)

A-Angel (Teen Top)

T- Tell Me Goodbye (Big Bang)

M- My Heaven ( Big Bang)

A- A Fool's Only Tears (Big Bang)

H- Haru Haru (Big Bang)


hahaha....most of them are Big bang's songs....well,can't blame me for being a hardcore VIP,aite.. *wink*..

K-POP POST.

What/Who got you into kpop?

SG Wannabe,

saw their video with Dennis Oh as the star,then i became stan for Big Bang until whenever.

Favourite boy group?

Big Bang,Mblaq

Favourite girl group?

2NE1

Favourite idol group overall?

Big Bang

Other groups you love?

BEAST,MBLAQ, Oneway,2Ne1,Kara,TVXQ,CN Blue

Rank your favourites from each of your stated groups above?

Big Bang: TOP,Seungri,GD,Daesung,taeyang

2NE1: Bom,CL,Minzy,Dara

BEAST: Dongwoon,Doojoon,Gikwang,Yoseob,Hyunseung,Joker

MBLAQ: Lee Joon,G.O,Thunder,Seu

Oneway: Young Sky, Peter, Chance

Kara: Gyuri,Nicole,Goo hara,Jiyoung,

TVXQ: Yunho, Changmin

Favourite pairings from each of your stated groups?

Big Bang: TopRi, GDYB, GRi, DaeRi, Sundae, GDae

2NE1: Park Sisters, Chaera, Bominzy

Mblaq:JoonMir.

Favourite idol group pairings?

21Bang.

MBleast.

Favourite solo female singer?

G.NA,IU,Gummy

Favourite solo male singer?

Rain,K.Will,Jay Park,Wheesung

Favourite idol overall?

Big Bang...^O^

Favourite songs right now?

Tonight/CAFE/Thank You&you/What is right/Somebody To Love/Hands Up- Big Bang

Why (Keep Your Head Down)/Before You Go - TVXQ

Again- Mblaq

Angel- Teen Top

Jikkam-CN Blue

Favourite fanclub?

VIP!!

Favourite entertainment company?

YG family!!

Loved a group your not into anymore?

2PM

First kpop song ever?

Bahramman Bahramman-SG Wannabe

First kpop music video ever?

Bahramman Bahramman-SG Wannabe

First kpop love (group/solo)?

Big Bang

First variety show (and with who)?

Family Outing with Daesung & G-Dragon

Group you could never get into no matter how much you tried.

2PM,SNSD

Any dance you can do (from a MV etc) or want to learn?

I'll Be There-taeyang

Haru haru-Big Bang

Tonight-Big Bang

Shock-Beast

Tired of Waiting-2PM

Bonamana-Super Junior

Any songs you memorised the lyrics to?

Some Big bang songs,2NE1,Mblaq..yeah.....

Hottest male in the industry to you?

Mr.Choi Seunghyun a.k.a TOP/Tabi/Tempo

Prettiest female in the industry to you?

Park Bom& Gyuri

A person you want to be like/admire the most?

Big Bang.they teach me alot...one can be from zero to hero as long as you work hard for what you really want.

A song you must/always/usually listen to EVERY day?

any Big Bang song.its a must for me.or else i'll feel my day as incomplete..

Your favourite music video?

hm....too much to choose from...i'll say anything from Big bang,2NE1 and Mblaq is my favourite.(except Mblaq-Oh Yeah,me don't like it)

Any of your friends into kpop and who?
a lot......

My Soul Nyah:hottest(nichkhun bias)

yoyo_icecube:ELF,Cassie,Kiss Me,VIP(GD's Wifey)

Azlinda aziz:Hottest Primadona

Aminatul aini: Triple S(Kim Hyun Joong Bias)

Malyanah:B2uty,ELF

all MyKPOP staff...

aigoo...i got alot of friend la that is crazy over k-pop.. ^_^..

Have any kpop merchandise?

hurm..let me see..

CD/DVD:Big Bang 4th mini album,Shine A Light,Electric Love Tour,1:59 album,U-kiss Only One.

Poster: 6 Big bang(fosho),1 Ukiss,2 2NE1,4 Beast,1 TVXQ,1 Jaejoong.

Phone strap:6 Big bang.

T-shirt:1 Big bang,1 2PM.

not much la since i'm still a student....

Which group can you see yourself being dedicated to for the rest of your time into kpop?

BIG BANG,BIG BANG.....Don't stop!!!!!

Lee Seunghyun or Choi Seunghyun??????

i'm not sure what is wrong with me,but let me tell you guys something.I THINK I HAVE FALL IN LOVE WITH SEUNGRI.....O_O...

okay you guys think its not something weird??well allow me to explain.

1.I HATE GUY WHO IS YOUNGER THAN ME.and seungri is 2 years younger than me.

2.I LOVE TOP SOOOOOO EFFIN' MUCH.and i can't see anyone else beside him

clear??no??okay,let me give you guys the further detail ek.it's all start when Seungri promote his album.V.I.......

i admit that he looks mature and hotter in this album,plus in WHAT CAN I DO and VVIP...especially VVIP

all this Alice in Wonderland+Willy Wonka=HAWT guys!!!haha...no,seriously,i can see how mature he is nowadays.and with the hip thrusting dance,man....who wont fall for that??haha...its true,he look very sexy in this MV especially when he smile after tossing his card up in the air.

see how he transform from a kid to a grown up man??man,he so gooooodd...

so thats how everything start,but i dont really give a damn about it back then because in the mean time,my hubby is promoting his combo album with GD too.

plus,i have mention how HAWT ma hubby is in BABY GOOD NIGHT MV.and you guys can check out his pregnant eyes as my header.....clearly saying that TOP is my one and only..but suddenly,i start reading some Big bang scenarios on tumblr.




as you can see,the character of TOP and Seungri is toooooootally different.TOP is kinda perfect+smokin' hawt boyfriend.as for Seungri,man....whatta bad boy and who dont like bad boy right?so that is when is start falling for magnae.

i wish,no,i hope this is just for temporary because i don't wanna lose my hubby.frankly speaking,i dont have any feeling when i saw TOP's pic since i start have feelings on magnae..O_O....



honey...please dont kill me with that snake,i promise i'll stay loyal to you as long as Seungri dont seduce me more...hohoho....

Love You Mr.___ Seunghyun.....*wink*