Saturday, January 14, 2012

Marry You????


I don’t know what is happening to me.okay,first I was like “Me??getting married?ppfftt”….and now i’m like “gosh,I’m 24 already?everyone in my family are getting married.am I gonna be single for the rest of my life?but,whose gonna marry me?” etc….

I’m going crazy right?and I’m saying all of that coz of stress?rrrriiggghhtt???? uugghh…seriously,this is killing me!! Okay,I know,i’m not popular among opposite sex,plus,I’m very very afraid of commitment.but why in the hell am I thinking about getting married.??



Oh I know,blame it on the fanfic.i think I read too much fanfics,that’s why I’ve been thinking about this crazy stuff.but…but..i’m not going to be any younger,I’m getting older day by day.oltho I hate marriage,but still,I want to become a mother.


I still wanna have someone who will take after my look,intelligence and airhead personality.will I ever get any of that? Do I need to change who I am today? Will that ever bring any good to me?


Frankly speaking,things are not going smooth for me,either my work,family or even love life.well,I can say adios to my love life,but,he is not the only guy in the whole wide world right?eventhou I still have her,it’s not right isn’t it?


Girl+girl=NOTHING!! Can u get pregnant with a girl?CRAZY….ooppss,I just revealed something,ain’t i?hahaha….surprise people.yup,I am who u thought I am.and if you think u wanna judge me now,please,feel free to get the hell out of my blog.


#nowplayying Chajjatta-JYJ

I’m going to start my journey in searching for MR.RIGHT!! I know you’re somewhere out there.i’m gonna do a little bit of transformation so that I will get ready for you and when the time is come,I’m gonna grab you and sing…

Chajatta naesarang,
Naega chatdun saram
Ddeugupgae anajoogoshipuh
Gamanhi nooneul gamajoollae
Naega ibmatchweo joolsoo-itgae
Saranghae nul saranghae
Chajatta,
Nae gyutae dool han saram



Then both of us can be in heaven..MY HEAVEN..

24/7,heaven,lets go~~~~~


errr…..no,I’m not searching for any K-Pop artist as my future husband,I’m so sorry TOP,G.O,Lee Joon,Jay Park,Utt,Chin,Koen and all my scandals out there.i’m looking for my other half..


YOU!!YES YOU!!! IM TALKING TO YOU MY OTHER HALF!! OH MY LEE SEUNGHYUN~~~~~~


My Life



ok,first thing first..this post is gonna be about me..oltho there gonna b some or a tiny bit about my fangirling life..but most of 'em are about me. (i got my own life too okay)..

okay,right now i'm working at Speedy Video.
(this is not my outlet,this is Speedy Fahrenheit 88)...

i started to work at speedy 3 days after i finish my practicum,that means on 3rd October 2011..so its about 3 months now.

hurm..what can i say about this work..well,first of all,i love it coz i can be with all the entertainment stuff..(so me)...but i thought sun until evening,but raining in the middle of the afternoon.

i transfer from one outlet to another.then i was placed in this latest outlet,quite near from my house,i met this 1 guy WHO i thought can be my PIC,but turn out to be he is one hell of a bitch.ugghh..just by talking about him makes me wanna kill this son of a bitch.


and now i got transfer again to another outlet,this time its far more nearer than my home,juz 10minutes,ride bicycle also can eh~~.....

hurm..bottom line is,this job is starting to give me headache..i mean a real headache...you think working in this kind of field is easy?pfftthh.....no it ain't.you gotta deal with the manager,clients,customers,staffs...eerrgghh....i think i got enough with all of this..

i need a new job!! a promising job!!!!